rahhh.i think i'm gonna be a panda tmr:(

my leg pain:((((((

said i wouldn't blog today. but oh wells.

had a wonderful sleep today. it's been a really long time since i had one. haha.

met weiquan and huihan to watch 4bia.

then "bumped" into kell at starbucks.

i'm glad i've forgotten most of the movie.

the last one really got me at the edge of my seat. weiquan and huihan had to put their hands over my face. haha. plus the jacket that's already covering 3/4 of my face-.-

and i was like screaming with the woman.

and then laughed because of some super retarded parts. hahahaha.

the cycle just repeats.

but as i'm typing this, the movie is replaying in my mind.

hope those math qns will get them out.

or else, i can forget about sleeping tonight:(

had a really bimbotic chat with weiquan before going up. haha. yes i know, i'm expensive to keep:D

not everyone is in their best of moods.maybe your's just happened today.but honestly, it was a total spoiler. it was suppose to be a happy day to just chill and hang out. you could always share those troubles.it's kinda dumb writing all these because after all maybe nothing happened after all. but poo was just added to everything.yea. if you get what i mean.but nonetheless, i'm here if you need me(:

just dont do that again. please.

the feeling really sucks.

g,if only you knew what is going through my mind each time i call you.

skipped math and chinese tutorial.

wasn't in the mood for anymore lessons.

ruiwei didn't come to school either. get well soon kay girl<3

spend my time with ginny and huihan in the hall(:

soccer.piano.drums.

gny and i went crazy on the stage doing all those bimbotic cat walks. hahah. nearly died laughing.

became damn crazy playing the drums.

got to know this guy called weiming.

we couldn't take not touching the drums, so we could play. wth. but we had fun luh(:

huihan was trying to show off. but failed terribly. haha. all of us looked damn retarded i swear.

bused to meet weiquan at the swing.

was bitching about that stupid woman. good to let off some steam though(:

felt better after that:D

and he's gonna apply as relief teacher!!!! just that he doesn't know where yet. COME TO PJ KAY:DDDDD

went back to school for chem tutorial. couldn't miss it. means so much more than chinese anyway. and i passed my chinese mock:DDDDD YAYNESS. haha.

dont push the limits. BITCH.

skipped assembly.

had a really nice sleep in the classroom.

lunched in the canteen with the usual peeps.

my hp and wallet was put a risk just because of the COME word:(

no worries rw, i'll let you know kay:D

and i got told off for a damn sock. wth. damn freaking retarded.ah well, i'm past that.

met yunye,kell and weiquan after school.

the cab reduced my moolah:(

i planned on saving it.

pool took another part of it away.

some stupid kids had to spoil the peaceful atmosphere of the place. yunye was shagged so he slept after one game. kell and i played with weiquan and we WON!!!!hahahaha. okay. but there was cheating involved. still, a win's still a win though(:

omggg. i hope i have enough to last me through the last two days of school.haha. but it's okay, i'll ask mummy for more:D

hang on there...

BENEDICT TSE ZHUO HONG'S BIRTHDAY 24082008

seoul garden for lunch and tammie's house for dinner(:

thanks for the nice meal. and that RIBENA!! haha.dunno if i got the spelling right. but that was really nice. although not a first sip(:

the birthday boy:D

gay footage. haha.

thank you seoul garden:D

girlfriends

random shots on the train to tammie's(:

emo corner(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!!!!!! <33

dinner with fam and kell's fam at asean kitchen.

yummy food.

shopped a while.

camwhored at the weirdest places. yea.

sounding a little listless now.

just got busted because of the stupidest reasons.

and ooo. someone learns real fast. like monkey see, monkey do. oh wells. whatever. don't get a shit. out of my life you go. ta-ta!!!

photos as promised(:

see.you.

what.you.

hear.you.

miss.you.

all.you.

today was a really lame school day spent with ruiwei. haha. nevertheless, if she's not in class, i think i'll just die.

anyway,

went out with dearest kell after school to regrip the hockey stick and get my gloves.

the sticks there are so pretty!!!! i wanna get one soon!!!after my promos i guess:(

walked to city hall to get mummy's eyecream and gosh. all those shops were really tempting man. i wanna shop shop shop. but someone needs it more badly then i do. haha.

bused home.gosh.

ger: do you feel the chairs vibrating?

kell: yes. really badly.

ger: okay. that sounds wrong. haha.

had tuition with pris back home. i understand REACTION KINETICS:D

okay. back to the table. ciao.

i hate this. i'm getting increasingly pissed with every single thing. ugh.

now i'm staring at this blank page.

all i remembered was the convo with kell and the rides on the swing and going down the slide.

hockey training was just a brief memory.

there's a match with innova on fri. we were practising our short corners.

whacking those balls really took my mind off stuff.

and then, going back further, oh!

i had two tests today.

china studies is definitely a goner.i didn't study for the test.

but but but.i'm gonna study for promos. haha.

i was just lazy.

thinking back, it's really a waste. cos i could've scored if i studied.

but whatever. it's done already.

and then, econs test.that was alright(:

chinese was just slack period. still i didn't dare to touch my phone. discretion was practised though.i can't risk it being confiscated again.

i'll just die man.

and my phone bill is just another bummer. i change the god damn plan and i still hit another 100. wtf. singtel is freaking screwed man. i was hoping for a 50.

if next month's bill doesn't go down, my phone will.

omg.i better restrain myself.

unhappy stuff happened at home.

although that ass wasn't really listening on the phone, i'm glad she was still there for me(:

you have your problems too. haha. shouldn't weigh you down with mine.

and don't repeat that boo boo you made today kay(:

keep your nose poked into your own affairs. don't be a bitch man. my life is not yours anyway. so, you should just go back to your dear little darling ex and get your effing ass out of my affairs and MORE IMPORTANTLY, STOP HARRASSING MY FRIEND!!!

dont be like that.

gosh.i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

signed out of school at 1130 today.

met kell and weiquan for lunch at holland village.

had crystal jade.

we went to the wrong restauranttt!!!

so kell didn't eat her xiaolongbao. but but but, i ate my egg tarts!!!!

haha. so next time we will go to the other restaurant kay:D

and then there was a lot of laughing fits/cramps/sessions. you name it.

the whole restaurant was just filled with our laughter.

and that weiquan just had to show me some disgusting picture that made me choke on the stupid chilli.

and kell was like laughing with food in her mouth. haha. wth.

should have AMPLYFIED it. haha or just PURIFIED it huh.

haha.

nan came after that.

kell was trying to regain her composure. i was waiting for the 180 degree change. hahahaha.

i feel like an idiot laughing in front of the com while typing this. wth.

anyway, nan had to study for a paper tmr. so they left for kap.

had a ride on the swing before heading home.

that place is like really becoming our second home.

i guess if no one can find me, i will be there.

i don't know how to be fine when i'm not.

cos i don't know how to make the feeling stop.

it's just all you.

OMFGGG!!!! i deleted that msg. ahhhhh. i hate myself. stupid fingers. ugh.

i feel like i have to drag myself to school everyday.

popping those eclispse into my mouth every now and then isn't working it's magic to make me stay awake in boring chinese classes.i even fell asleep while doodling.wth.

there is nothing really propelling me to look forward to school everyday.

everytime ruiwei and i see each other, we just give each other tired looks.

ooo boy.

i wonder when this torture is ever gonna end.

i skip school once in a while and end up finding myself losing out on important concepts and information that is being taught during tutorials.

thinking that one tutorial missed wouldn't do much isn't always the case.

but trust me. skipping school is addicitve.

i don't know why am i am babbling so much about this either.

i just hate what i'm feeling right now.

to put on a facade and get on with life. when will this ever end huh??

at least, i am thankful for having pillars of support i can rely on. without them, i am just put an empty shell.

full of nothingness...

kellyn you pangsai. dont like you. bleah. (there was a pic here:( )

BEST FRIENDS

studied with kell today.

it was rather productive because i managed to finish oen stack of econs notes. YAY(:

weiquan came too(:

had a lot of fun doing the whole loads of WHAT-E-VAs!

and irritating each other. but still, work was done(:

had dinner at a korean restaurant located at the top level of beauty world. nice food they have:D

took this long walk to send dearest princess to her bus stop.

talked a great deal and revealed how we really felt about matters of the heart. haha.

gosh. all that butterflys. really nice huh!

i really think our minds are linked you know. somehow. today just proved itself. haha.

i love my sister(:

Do you ever think, when you're all alone

All that we could be, Where this thing could go

crazy. crush.love.

need the swing.

maybe tmr(:

all this work load is just preposterous man.

stay at home today was just one word : unproductive.

i need to start rev for promos.

and i haven't done a single shit.

and the amount of junk food accumulated at home is diminishing at a rapid pace.

oh my my.

gotta replenish my stock soon.

okay. back to my GP report. got to finish it by today because i really won't have time to rush when tmr comes...

i hate this hectic life.

thurs 14082008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABI!!!

gosh. finally finished all my tests for the week.

guess i screwed my chinese.

half of the time, i totally didn't understand what the stupid passage was talking about.

and it didn't help that the aircon turned off like 20 minutes before the damn paper ended.

can't help but hate chinese. ugh.

hopefully i passed my chem and math(:

anyway, went up to the bball court with huihan.

awesomeness.

had some nice shots. haha. seriously.

was taking the ball and running all over the place with huihan and dean chasing me.

took a break before leaving with ben and jeremy to get the beehoon that the aunties provide for night study programme. i got the last plate!!! haha. lucky me:D

ben was soooooooooo envious. yes ben????

ginny came over and we talked(:

i swear ben's pants will sp

and then all the guys played. i swear ben's pants could split anytime. any moment he jumps. the thread in his TIGHTS are bound to give way. hahahaha.

i still remember the times when kell and i would play with the guys.

really had a lot of fun...

those days. miss it alot alot alot.

friday 15082008

didn't go to school.

but i went for training. haha.

hockey hockey hockey.

omg. i swear my cheeks are burnt from the scorching sun. i didn't put the correct sunblock:(

say hi to the new freckles on my face. ugh.

i miss newyork.

shopping with mummy at river island(:

yay!!!!!

i know someone's gonna get jealous. haha.

girl, your time will come soon ya:D

so anyway. top.jeans.studs

but i still haven't go my shoes:(

okay. i shall stop here. if not the shopping list is never ending.

had lunch later on.

met weiquan, ruiwei and huihan to watch a movie.

you know what issit???? hahaha. omg.

i watched RED CLIFF!!!!! it's chinese and i understand the movie(((:

YAYNESS!!

and and the guy who acted as zhugeliang is really good looking mannnnn. hahaha. he's some jap. i can't remember his name though:(

but still, i think he's very charismatic!!!!!!!

school's starting tmr. when i just had a taste of holiday life. sucks man. the thought of dragging myself out of bed at six. gosh. how enjoyable is that huh.

LIFE'S GOOD!!! all good...

i can do this.i have the strength to go through all this.yes yes yes. i can do it.

with a smile, i walk down this lane alone(:

ANOTHER CLIQUE OUTING!!!teehee.caught up with the girls. gosh.it's been so long since i last saw them.

tammie slimmed down a lot a lot a lot. her lower arm is as skinny as mine man!!! she's kell's new inspiration.hahahaha.

dinner at makansutra.

loads of funny shit and nonsense. especially the spitting of ice at each other-.-

and then. loads and loads of CAMWHORING!!!!! :D

how i wish the day didn't end that fast.

but it's okay. the next one is coming up real soon:D

MY BABES:D

this is my favourite of the day(:

dunearn babes!

glamourous

junwen and nette

childhood memories. haha.

with bernette!

with ben!

with weiquan

my social escort!haha:D

i love my girlfriend!!!

ooo. sexy naughty bitchy kell.

sleeping or studying huh ben??

weiquan

julius

CHROMIUM<3

more pictures are coming!!! its not the end yet. haha.