helping mummy change the bedsheets is the most tiring thing man.

i am beat.

dad suggested mopping the floors tmr -.-

and COOKING tmr!!! since grandma is going back to kell's and mummy would be working!

wth! i only know how to cook maggie mee and fry an egg. and he wants me to cook porridge.

oh emmmm geee manz. somebody has been whining about porridge. i've not done it much less for the family.

looks like everyone has to settle for takeouts tmr:D

TOO BAD!!!!

omg. i want bawon backkkkk:(((

okay.nothing much happened today.

i met weiquan for an hour and a half before going for training.

had my takoballs:D

practised on my hits.

might be going for police training. haha.

miss ho said it was good exposure(:

and tmr's gonna be spent at ruiwei's.

i want BOOZEEE man!

too much inside. haha.

okay. that's all.

oh and limweiquan. you say your lessons are gonna be early on fridays huh. you ask me out not i ask you out(:

home doesn't feel like home.

even my second home cannot be frequented anymore.

peedoublewwww is far far away from me now.

i can bitch about it all day. do whatever i want. just don't come close to me

:D

woke up super duper early. at 7 !!!!! omg. that is damn early okay. considering that i sleep through mornings. who doesn't(:

so yea. woke up at 7 and went to meet junyang for breakfast at the techwhye market.

it was a really really filling breakfast. omg. you should just look at junyang face. hahahaha. it just says " i've got the drowsy feeling now" haha.

anyway, talked a real lot and headed to school for the filing of our GPF file.

that was the final instalment to our project work and yay we are done:D

stayed there for about an hour and headed home to snooze till training.

ruiwei had to buy some food for her mummy before we left. she looked really funny i swear.

haha.

hokay, i shall spare the details lest someone starts growing apples on her face. heehee.

training was tiring today. as usual. we played more on the field and miss ho is talking more strategies to us making me feel really confused sometimes. haha.

and tmr....

is the release of our promotional status.

and then....

i am going out:DDDDD finally!!! i have been deprived of town area long enough.

okay. that's all for my babbling.

toodles(:

had piano lesson today. the first ever with my new teacher miss tay.

gosh. i have to step up on my practices man.

if not, i'm screwed for my exams. yup.

went grocery shopping with granny later on to buy some grocery items and headed to school thereafter.

consulted mr kow on my I&R and went to bukit panjang to meet jieren and melvin(:

had a lot of laughing fits because of their retardedness. yes my "boyfriend" was really being soooo nice. what a wonderful guy you are huh, mr lim?:D

and i am so bored having nothing to do all day.

bernette, kell and weiquan are always occupied with classes.

the guys aren't free to meet up with me either.

i wanna look for a job but my mum said "so long you don't spent you are saving already!!!"

gosh man. i know i can really be a spendthrift sometimes. but it really sucks to stay at home all day man:(

by that sentence, i guess she meant i'm allowed to work:(

gotta find stuff to occupy my time then.

MY WEEKEND(:

MY WEEKEND.

saturday.

went to vivo to get miss wong's present with kell and family.

was suppose to go shopping but was bummed out by some stuff.

shall not elaborate.

but thankfully kell was with me. if not i think i would have like totally died.

she's like the tissue in my bag. haha.

cos i can't survive without tissues(:

sunday.

atteneded miss wong's wedding with kell and bryan.

she was our english tutor since sec one and bryan's since his primary school days.

gosh. she was soooooo pwetty!!!!!!

her gown was gorgeous man.

and the whole wedding ceremony was sooooo cool!! haha.

the aisle which she and her husband walked down was lined with star wars people. because her husband was in the police force and an avid fan of star wars.

and then ah yi arrived earlier then expected. so we couldn't camwhore much.

but at least we got some pictures:D

seee!!! the star wars people(:

sometimes you really are a pain in my ass but you're still my brother <3

isn't she pwettayyyyy:DDD

sent bawon off later tonight.

she will be gone for six weeks!!! gosh. so that means i'll have to do my own dishes and wash my own clothes:( i am so looking forward to her return six weeks later!!!!!(:

okay. that's all for now. toodles!(:

it's OVER.

okay holidays start now:D

and i'm off to shop tmr!!!

toodles!

i feel so drained today.

the three hour chinki paper was krazeeeeee.

one part of me wanted time to pass quickly while the other just hoped it would stay slow so that i can check through my paper( for the first time in this whole 10 months) to make last minute changes. haha. quite dumb luh but it's a national exam after all.

all i hope is just a pass.

and i can fly to the moon already:D

then, i had project work rehearsals.

hahahaha.

gosh. that really killed me too.

the wait for mr kow was painstakingly slowwwwwwwwww. gosh.

he swopped our time slot with another group without telling us!!!!

let's see. it was close to twelve when our paper ended.

so it was a rough three hour wait to our consultation at 3pm.

the swop made us wait for another one and a half hours!!!

and that means a blardeeeeee 4 and a half hours!!!

i had to give an impromptu speech because i didn't bring my script:(

maybe that was why i felt so nervous. haha.

anyway. tmr is the last day the group is going to put in an effort together to get our A. haha. hopefully.

enjoyed myself truckloads with these dearies(:

wtf. every night i get the same shit from you.looks like you really don't know me.can i just cry.ugh.

project work rehearsal was awesomeness today:D

constance was like our mother pig and the rest are piglets. haha.

we videotaped the whole recording.

had loads of fun fooling around but still, work was done(:

kell came to meet me and we bused to queensway. had my katong laksa!!!

happy happy:D

then we went around like suakus looking for umbrella in QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE.

gosh. we were even contemplating to steal umbrellas.

and our desperation was so bad i went to any random shop asking if they sold nike branded umbrellas. wth right. haha.

after walking around for a bit, kell decided to get herself a waffle and we walked and ate our way to ikea, for the much awaited task at hand. yup.

and even a stop at the traffic light was killing her.

kell's theory - faster walk, then the rain drops will miss us. and so we will not get wet

O.O

and after walking and walking so many many rounds in ikea, we finally found her small scented candles.

everytime we couldn't find our way around, we always looked out for yellow people. haha.

and the dumb thing was we found the yellow person, kell said thank you before that person could even finish her sentence -.-

yellow person : okay so you walk all the way down.....

kell : thank you!

ger: eh. so you know where is it not!

kell : uh... haha. walk and see lor.

ger: -.-

that's why my legs hurt.

but anyway, that wasn't all.

we didn't have a lighter for the candles.

the call to weiquan was very very redundant because he was out of his house already and HE PANGSEH ME AGAIN. (lim weiquan, if you are reading this. you are a very very very mean person.pfft)

we bought the lighter...

kell : omg. where do i put the lighter

ger: in your bag? oh shit. what if your bag catch fire???

kell : *panics* it's okay. i put it in an upright postiton. so it won't catch fire(:

ger: -.-

the candles were for a very very important occasion at west coast park.

and so. after setting the candles up, we attempted to try lighting them. and i have never dared to use a lighter before. match sticks are still my best friends:D

ger: omg. i dunno if i can.

kell: just try!!!

ger: *rolls the thingy to get the fire up* still cannot.

and after countless attempts..

the fire finally got up.

and together, we went "OOOOOO".

haha, stupid bimbos luh.

and kell couldn't get the fire up because her finger always slides off the roller. something wrong with her finger luh. haha.

and everytime i got the fire up it won't last for more than 2 secs because i'm damn scared the fire would burn my finger. freaking retarded luh.

and kell was the one who dared to use the lighter in the end. haha.

okay. we really had a damn bimbotic day today.

H.O.M girl!!!(:

I AM BORED TO TEARS!!!!!!!

next thurs is chinki a level.

next friday is peedoubleeuu presentation.

gosh man. i can't wait for it to be O.V.E.R!

okay i'm just talking random stuff.

but i am boredddddd:(((((

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!

i caught this movie today tgt with kell and bryan.

gosh it's the last movie and i'm gonna miss it very very much

grauduation.senior year.prom.

it's so much fun!

i guess it's a time to just let your hair down and party with your friends.

a time to let loose,

a time to do many many group hugs,

a time to scream,

a time to cry,

a time to laugh and laugh and laugh,

a time to be silly,

a time to reminiscent the whole times.

gosh. i miss st margs:'(

i wonder how my graduating year at PJ be like....

can you be my pillar of strength forever?

i am shagged shagged shagged.

my hips hurt.ankle too:(

but training today was a blast:DD

haha.

and i didn't go to school today...

although today is like officially the last day of school.

yea well.

waking up early hasn't been my forte.

besides. ruiwei wasn't going either(:

okay. i know they are excuses.

but i just dread school.

fullstop

and and i am going to do something about my hair!!!!

hee hee.

i can't wait for next week to be over.

A LEVEL CHINKI AND PROJECT WORK.

and i am FREEEEEEEE:DDD

my facade.a new friend.

if only the rain can wash all my unhappiness away...

i had a pig out with junyang this morning.

what's breakfast without pancakes and sausage with maple syrup, butter and suger:DDDDD

and those sarcastic remarks. haha.

JUNYANG IS A STUPID SOW!!!

i am still waiting for my flaming lambo you pangsai:DDDDDD

AND THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!

i passed my chineseeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes damn happy!!!!!

the first compo i passed in these 10 months!!!

hahahahahahaha.

cabbed to np during my "2hr break" to find kell and weiquan because there was no one in school whom i can spend my break with. haha. sad life huh.

but i met jieren and MY BOYFRIEND MELVIN LIM!!!!

hahahaha.

the more they spoke, the more humiliated they got.

and they didn't laugh at the cheeseburger joke:(

stupid luh.

cabbed back to school for GP learning journey.

complete waste of my time man.

honestly.

i went to the court hearing where a woman was allegedly molested by a bangla because he grabbed her left breast.

sounds exciting?

NO!

i nearly fell asleep.

judge:so how did he molest you

victim:*said calmly* he grabbed my left breast

O.O

i guess the whole class was expecting some drama, but sadly that didn't happen.

sigh.

and court hearings are so not like those in the movies or drama serials.

pfft. oh wells.

it's much much slower.

and the judge has to take down every statement of the defendant like a primary one kid taking dictation. haha.

it started raining cats and dogs on my way back home.

i didn't have a brolly with me.so i braved the rain:D

had a jacket though.but i stuffed it in my bag to prevent my worksheets and CHINESE COMPO from getting wet. haha.

had to preserve those.

i was enjoying the rain until the thunder roared so loud i started running:(

and i came home soaking wet.

haha. stupid me. but somehow i wished the walk home was a little longer(:

the match between "kaixuan" and "ISS" will go into my book of exciting matches. haha.

kell and i was kept at the edges of our seat throught that whole game.

kaixuan led the throughtout the game but lost at the last 5 seconds cos of a stupid three pointer:(

but they really played well!!!!!I LOVE KAIXUAN:DDDD

i have the most retarded girlfriend ever. ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

i am always sweet, sugar spice and everything nice

Kellyn says:

wa lao

Kellyn says:

copy spice girls

Kellyn says:

cant you think of smth creative!

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

what spice girls sia!!!

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

POWERPUFF GIRLSSS!!!!

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

omg

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

-.-

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

girllll

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

you have deprived childhood issit?

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

hahahaha

Kellyn says:

HUH OH IS ITTTT

Kellyn says:

AI YA WHATEVER

ger MELV IS MY BOYFRIEND says:

omggggg

Kellyn says:

THEY ARE STILL GIRLS

but still i love her all the same(:

bryan.get well soon!

MY DAY

pw in the morning.

met weiquan for towning.

huihan came later on. but left in a huff.

what a party pooper.

so wq and i chilled at starbucks for ah ma's arrival.

we were one happy family(:

i had a happy day.

okay i'm tired.

night!

dinner with granny, grandpa and kell's fam at boon tong kee.

food was yummilicious.

grandpa had problems recognizing kell and i.

and my aunt was trying to be funny confusing him with our names.haha.

i bought new stuffies!!! hee.

happy happy.

played around with "nipple tape".

stuck it on kell and made her whine like crazy. haha.

and from two of us just hanging out at granny's room, everybody came in.

the night ended quite abruptly:(

didn't go to carrefour to walk walk.

i just love walking.

the night was soooo young!!!! wasted man!!!

anyways, i'm looking forward to tmr!!!

-playing bball with the guys

-crystal jade at holland:D

-finally meeting LIM WEIQUAN! haha.

(:

today was like a really slackish day for me.

mummy didn't let me skip school so i skipped math tutorial telling them that school starts at nine instead.hee.

omg and i went with gny for another 1 and a half hour chem lecture.and i didn't sleep!!!!!!

gosh. feel so proud of myself:D

that one plus hour of sleep did make me feel much much awake than the usual five(:

and so, i headed to school hoping against hope that the security guard wouldn't confiscate my ezlink or catch me for late coming.

okay i know this is super noob shit but apparently it has always been like that since the j2s left. so we can just come at whatever time we want besides the usual 1230 :D

which means........

school will start late for me soon:DDDDDDDD

haha.

anyway, mock was okay. i hope i can just scrape a pass. like a damn 40/100. and i'll be damn happy already. please please please.

and then i towned with ruiwei to watch the guys' match at OFS. the buliding looks old and the toilets are dirty.

haha. but other than that, the match was exciting but still minyi vs whyenam was still DA BOMB!!!! and gosh. chris had so many hard falls man. it's really a wonder that he could continue playing in the game. and and huihan's three pointer saved the day!!!! hee. ruiwei and i cheered like mad. we were like crazy ppl having our own small fun luh. so retarded. but still, there was fun and laughter filling the air.

perfect medicine to take my pangseh blues away:D

dinner with junwen, julius, chris, banana, mingsun and weijie.

the aircon was shit cold and i was really becoming ice already. sometimes they get so engrossed in talking about their game in chinese that i get so lost. because everything was in chinese. and they talked really fast.

and so, i resort to stoning. for a tad bit.

and banana asked why i looked bored.

that junwen, being a really smart alec said : " oh. you needn't bother about her. she's used to it. "

WTHHHH!!!!! pfft!!! so much for supporting their match.

thanks ah junwen!

julius was being really nice. he waited for my bus to come before we took his bus back home.

THANKS JULIUS!!

i just chatted with jackie on msn.

gosh it's like a total bitching session about imah.

yea.

i saw her today.

i even took the inititaive to say hi and she just turned around. said HIII!!!!! and then dao me.

-.-

thanks!! to think i actually wanted to ask her stuff like "how's school?"

maybe i was just gonna waste saliva.

okay. i'm being a total bitch here.

gotta stop before this becomes an endless post.

toodles!

oh oh and before i forget.BELLL!!!!!! YOUR ANKLE! FASTER RECOVER KAY!! THEN WE CAN DO MORE TWO ON ONES

:D

training was tiring. but prodective(:

that's the only yay thing about today i guess.

school was yucks.

i got busted for skipping class.

oopsie.

the beginning of this year to now has took a 180 degree turn for the worse i must say.

just look at my attitude towards school.

i used to have hope for chinese.in the past, when the exam papers were given out, my heart used to thump like mad. but now, it's like "oh. i failed. not surprising" and then the next thing is "shit. there's another mock tmr???? gosh. i wanna pon!!!"

i am literally dragging my legs as i walk through the school gate.

but i won't deny that there are my close "bodyguards" and friends whom i can always have fun with.

still, they aren't always with me when i need them.

i need to find my motivation for school and those god damn "exciting" lessons man.

if not,

i'm a goner.

seriously.

E-LEARINING DAY.

woke up freak early today to do pw.

gosh. that piece of shit is seriously wasting my time and beauty sleep:(

anyway. got that done and headed to toa payoh to help daddy get some stuff settled.

i made a mistake there and it's irreversible:(

felt damn bad towards daddy.

i said i was sorry.

and he just made it sound like i was desperate for money.

that bus ride home was miserble miserable miserable.

thankfully. weiquan waited at my house bus stop.

cheered me up a little. haha.

so we headed to my place. got some curry puffs to bring to np in hopes of appeasing his anger.

and i got busted again when he got home.

shit man. this sucks:(

i apologised.

yea it's my fault. but i am not some bitch who would go through whatever means to get money okay. that's not what i'm like and it's really heart breaking that you can't see who i really am.

but no matter what. it's my fault for getting things right.

sorry.

anyway. school starts again tmr.

the good thing. THERE'S NO CHINESEEEE!!!!! hahahahaha. so it means i dont have to do my homework:D

but i have to wake up early tmr. duh. yea.

what a bummer.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. sorry for the late post. her birthday was actually yest(:

and so. surprise surprise surprise!!!

she had like three surprises in a row that day. haha.

1- hockey

2- chromium

3- girlfriends

had pastamania for dinner and we took NEOPRINTS!!! haha.

it's been so long since i stepped into that machine already(:

crazy crazy fun!

then, the guys and i escorted the birthday girl home just so everything would go according to plan.

and it did. haha

i'll just let the pictures do the talking ya(:

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN KELL!!!!!

wishing.....for?

huihan looks so much better like that(:

birthday girl with huihan, junwen, ben, julius and weiquan.*from the top*

you've got a problem???

perfect mismatch(:

ps.*julius was late*

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN!

today was the first time i had such gruelling training after such a long time of pigging out and slacking till i feel so fat.

i know people out there would wanna strangle me for saying that. haha.

but i do feel fat.

i am so shagged now.

staring at this blinking screen, give me 10secs of stillness and i swear i'll drift off to lala land.

but WRITTEN REPORT TO DUE TMR TMR TMR!!!!

omgggggg.

i can't contact the people i need, but i've received a lot of great help.

i love my PW group((((:

consultation with mr kow just now was like aunties fighting for the same fish at the fish market.

-.-

i was arguing for the slot after eileen's group and i got it:DDD

because jay was a guy and LADIES FIRST!!! haha.

anyways, i'm going back to staring at microsoft words. it's my new best friend. but after tmr, i'm gonna ditch that piece of shit man.

and then microsoft powerpojnt can take its place-.-

i am so freakinnnnn cranky and stoned and disgusted with project work.

it's a complete waste of my time.

oh my my.

i wanna cry man.

someone.varenda.waiting.if only.missed.very much.