27th nov - stayover at neh's house i highlighted my hair blue. haha. did it together with yanyu. so we decided to call ourselves the blue streak sisters. the worse thing is i cannot wash my hair for two days. gross right. it's damn freaking yucky luh. but anyway, we wanted to prank neh. tell her that we were not going ot her place but no luh. she saw through the whole thing. haha. played captain ball and husband and wife. wth. i had blue sweat coming out of my forehead luh. and the sad thing is i couldn't wash it. GROSSSS!!!! after that, we went up to play the game neh and i came up with. well not totally luh. credits goes to the aeroplane game. haha. but the forfeits were totally original. gross, funny, sexy. you name it. haha. nick had to wear this really tight fitting tank, bryane had to pass a lime to lyanne using his mouth, and nige and ben ahad to eat the sour power together starting from the opposite sides of the sweet. haha. damn funny luh. we ordered pizza and played really lame and no logic games after that. wah. the feeling of not knowing what the game is about is really damn not nice. my heart is damn itchy luh. went in the middle of the night to 7-11 to buy maggi mee. we passed the factory and saw a room with red light. freaking eerie luh. just hate the dark. 28th nov we slept at around four plus i think. not all of slept though. i was in a foetus position. haha. but i still slept in the end. the rest were talking through the night. and at around five six plus, rahim said the sun was ROSING!!! haha. wth. everybody burst out laughing. and nige and ben kept on imitating the way swong sneezed. everybody was kinda drained in the morning. coz not enough sleep. some slept while watching ''john tucker must die''. before that, went for dental. i slept on the bus while on the way back to neh's house. i thought i missed the stop luh. and in the end had to walk damn long to neh's house. i had more blue sweat again. -_-lll. we went to play pool in the afternoon. because of the rain and nige's ''no grip'' slippers, he fell twice on the same flight of stairs. the second time, he pulled bryane down with him. it was damn scary yet funny at the same time. haha. played one on one with ox, i lost in the end. boo. she was suppose to come eat dinner with me but had last min call from her sis to do some family matters. she missed her grilled wings. haha. next time then ox :) looking forward to the next meeting :))))))

had so much fun today. haha. went to neh's house in the afternoon to do the stuff for tmr's stay over. omg. the hill i had to climb up was so much worse as compared to ox's. i even walked up the wrong hill luh. wth. after much directions given, i got to neh's house. freaking tired luh. then, lyanne, ben and jared came. they went cycling. and then, there was a sudden downpour while the three of them were in bukit timah hill. all of them had mud spots of their shirts. lyanne changed into neh's brother bear shirt. haha. super funny luh. ox, sandra, yanyu and siyi came later. they went down to play tennis. and swong came. because lyanne had to go off first to vivo, the four of us(neh, me, swong and lyanne) went back up to her house and to also complete the supposed purpose why i went to neh's house. haha. had a lil chat there. and i did the stuff. thanks a lot to neh for giving me ''soooooooo much'' help. hahahaha. i wanted to play tennis luh. not long after, the rest came up. wth. they said they smashed a tennis ball into the window. i was damn scared for them luh. all the implications and stuff. and guess what. ALL BLUFF ONE LUH!!! wth. dam ass. swong and neh the most dua jix one. they immediately ran down. coz siyi said the person was going to looked for neh at night. walau. lyanne went home after that. we went down to play tennis again at around six. siyi, ben, jared and sheryl left at that time. tennis is not easy. haha. i need to train. seriously. i haven't played it before what. you all reading this post better don't go NOOB SIOL okay. haha. there's a first time to everything :) yanyu, ox, swong and sandra came to have dinner at my place after that. haha. ox kept asking if there was any chicken. you damn carnivore. haha. we literally had a feast luh. with all the food all over the table. it filled the entire table to be exact. we went up to my room after that. shouting over the com. haha. the friendster thing was the most funny one. hahaha. omg. and my com can't even show the video's on ppl's profile. -_-lll and it's damn laggy. the thing about the rauter, yanyu, i'm gonna ask my dad to get it soon. hahaha. you make me damn scared now luh. the laughing part was the most omg one luh. stomach muscles damn pain. swong can laugh until start hitting ppl. luckily ox was sitting away from her. hahaha. we should have this more often man. loving it a lot :)

bryan has his braces on already!! haha. finally!! yay! but still, the teeth needs extra care to be taken. if not, it'll corrode like how the acid rain corrodes limestones. hahaha. omg. that is damn out of pt. but oh wells. anyway, i watched ''enchanted'' today!! haha. damn nice!!!! but it's the kind of show that is so surreal. it's like a wish you can have but unlikely it'll come true. but still, always nice to dream of something :) some parts of the movie are taken from certain fairytales. hahahaha. then, the four of us (plus kell and mom) went to toa payoh. mom went to settle some stuff while the we went to the foodcourt. didn't really eat dinner coz the swensens we had earlier on were seriously filling!! hahaha. bused back home. kell came to stay over and we decided to stone at the playground to stone. but guess what, we ended up playing badminton and camwhoring (yet again) haha. perspired like shit. but nice working out. it's been so long since i ran anyway. kell's ass didn't hurt at all. and my leg can't even be seen. wth. hahahaha

then we went up to my room to slack. haha. i started to ''doodle'' on kell's face and ended up drawing too eyes on top of her eyes. she was worse okay. a heart on my right eye and a jelly fish on my left -_-lll. thanks gurl :) we seriously laughed like crazy. stomach muscles still undergoing vigorous contractions. haha.

today was so so fun. hahahaha. no kell, i'll die man.

eh wait. i forgot about 19th nov. haha. ox. dirthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOXY!!! haha. we had mass chat the two nights before. just for this. swong and i wanted to plan for her birthday surprise. haha. everybody woke up damn early just for that. everybody was asking for grace but nope. haha. and SURPRISINGLY, ben was one of the earlier ones to reach BTP. haha. jared and i were the 1st ones to reach. looked around for cake but don't have. had to wait for fariprice to open then go to chocz to buy ox cake. haha. we waited for everyone to come. bused two bus stops away and climbed the treacherous hill. omg. swong and i ran to ox hse while the rest prepared. i saw some crepe paper on ox's floor. so i took it to blindfold her. haha. then swong and i led her to the playground. haha. everybody kept damn quiet. i took of the blindfold and she ran away. haha. wth. but she didn't cry. that's the sad part. haha. nige and ben smashed the cake on her face. haha. she smelt of cake. then she refused to cut it after that. we forgot to buy plates and ran out of tissue. wth. then it started to rain. seeked refuge in ox hse. haha. everybody was damn quiet. not their usual self. haha. the guys later left to play pool while ox and swong came to my place. went to town after playing pool. got drenched. kyle was protecting his hair la. haha. damn funny. then i accompanied swong for her dental appointment. had to get wet again. the rest went to toysrus. when swong and i went to meet them, they were all waiting outside. then, went to play arcade. haha. ddr-ed. lyanne's damn good at it luh. i went with ox for her bdae dinner after that. her cous was my pri sch friend. wth. what a small world. haha. the dinner was damn filling. thanks ox. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY. hahahaha.

chalet's over. boo. nothing to do again. haha. but anyway, it was fun luh.

20th nov

i got drunk. haha. i didn't remember drinking. seriously. aaron: you said i had a lamboguini(heck the spelling :) ) kyle and isaiah: you said i wanted my pillow i confused jared and ben i said isaiah had a huge pimple and described siyi's way of sleeping in class i wanted to run 2.4 with nige i shouted so loud that we got a warning letter from the person-in-charge i called nick (why the hell did i do that) ox said i cried and she hugged me i guess i did lots a crazy things and made everybody pissed. sorry guys. haha. thanks for putting up with this mad person :) the feeling after that was not nice at all. head so pain luh. went to the beach in the early morning. cold but nice. haha. i had to borrow jared's jacket. looked like a bathrobe on me.haha. camwhored, but neh is the biggest one. hahahaha.

21st nov sandra's birhtday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAND! we went to wild wild wet. spent like 2 hours there coz the rides were damn little. wanted to sit the V again but ox too lazy to climb the stairs. we played catching in the ''playground''. i was one of the catchers. catching nige is freaking tiring. that $2.10 tong. so hard to catch luh. haha. then, went back to chalet to bathe. watched SAW IV. freaking gross show. the guy had no eyeballs and tongue can. but i didn't watch the whole movie. had to prepare for bbq. we bought all the food and forgot the metal thing to put above the pit. haha. so nige went to buy it. we couldn't open the sausage packs so jared called nige to ask him to buy scissors. nige didn't pick up so jared told me he didn't bring his phone. i ran all the way to cheers and guess what. nige brought his phone -__-lll. thanks jared. haha. my sweat was damn worth it. hahaha.ox and mitch had food competiton. haha. yet again. damn funny luh. mitch ate like a hamster while ox gobbled the drumstick in 4 bites. *applauses* haha. then it started to rain. ahh..the food bought was not finished. we went to rent bikes after that. but the kiosk was not open. so went back to the chalet. kyle dranked 5 bottles of drinks. got a little high but not as high as mine i guess. haha. played a few games of mafia and murderer. isaiah and leo started telling ghost stories. then the plastic bag moved and everybody freaked. haha. damn funny luh. we slept not shortly after. kyle and i slept the longest. haha. but i was still damn tired in the morning.i crouched like a foetus coz 4 ppl squeezed on a single bed. at first it was lyanne, kyle,ben and i on the bed. then isaiah came and then i forgot what happened later on. haha.

22nd nov went home to collect bryan's PSLE result. it wasn't what i expected but i guess he tried his best. he was disappointed. could tell coz he sobbed a little. kell and i helped mommy create a list of schoold he could try to go to. and then, we went sakae-ing. haha. damn hungry. couldn't blame my stomach. we laughed like shit while having our food. i forgot why. haha. then we wanted to double check if the mochi served was not charged, so i called for the waiter. and because we were still laughing when he came, i just couldn't stop. managed to calm myself down but before i could open my mouth to talk normally, i burst out laughing again. wth. the waiter just gave stoned face. i embarrassed myself, yet again. -_-lll we went to wisma to collect her phone after that but that woman was too lazy to out her sim in the lao pok phone she brought along and missed the call the service centre gave her to tell her that she couldn't collect her phone today. sotong man. haha. but i don't blame her since tan kailing was like that since young. haha. i slept on the bus on the way home. so tired. ahh. didn't get enought sleep. haha. but the chalet was fun luh. thanks a lot guys :)

look so freaking mini beside her. haha. but blame the camera :). it wasn't kell's face. haha. went to study with her was somuch fun today. she accompanied me. Os are not over for me yet but it is for her!! so nice of her. thanks kell. but that doesn't stop me from annoying you :) i was late. couldn't spot her at the station. maybe she was too small to be noticeable hor. then we took a train down to the airport. it was a long journey. but not long. filled with gossips and bitching. so yea. at the airport... my water tap started running again. haha. it was damn cold and the aircon was seriously frreezing my ass off. wth. i was wearing a skirt. so yea. haha. what do you expect. kell was so bored that she decided to settle her bear in her red bangle. the bear looked vute though. haha. let's just say boredom really gets some ppl creative juices running :) i needed tissue to absorb all my ''water'' and kell was down to her 2nd last packet. she didn't want to give ne her last packet coz she knew i would need it again once we went for lunch. haha. so she went to get tissue from the uncle. it wasn't enough and i went to ask myself. she said her ass was too lazy to get up. haha kell's bear in the red life bouy. check out my mountain of tissue. that was in the beginning. forgot to take the one before we left. i swear it was taller than mount everest :)

we went to sakae later on. at around 2. we ate until 5. haha. how on earth did we take so long. don't ask me. i don't know. but finally, i got to eat my tako balls!!!!!! haha. had three servings of it. and kell had 2 of her tofu. so that's 9 tako balls and 4 pieces of tofu. haha. just couldn't get enough of it. and i was talking halfway when my hp flew out of my hands and hit my cup of cold water. thankfully, not the whole if my skirt was wet and the table was large enough to prevent the water from dripping off. that was not all. kell dropped the plastic panel used to keep the receipt under the table. haha. and there was no more tissue. my nose was god damn runny i tell you. it was on the verge of coming out of my nostrils. how freaking gross is that. and then we decided to camwhore. yet again. we ate a total of 14 plates. haha. worth it huh. for $13.90. not bad huh. there was free mochi too :))) i enjoyed myself with that crazy girl. haha. we left the place after staking the plates up and sticking the chopsticks in between the plates as if those were the legs of a robot or something. haha. kell took a pic of me with the head on the plate. not literally of course. but it looked downright dumb. haha. get a good laugh at that :) and because she told me wastage of food would be charged, the mayo that i did not take (it came with the tako balls), i put it between every ''clean'' plate. haha. and it turned out that it was an alternate pattern of having the plate used for the tako balls in between the clean plates. totally not planned. it just happened :) had so so much fun. *kell, we should go there again k*

we went to meet our moms after that. kell was looking for her prom dress. and i got my sneakers. haha. she tried on this really classy dress. it looked hot on her but she didn't get it in the end. she wanted to try on this silver one she saw at vivo. after all, who doesn't want to look their best at prom :)

ger: kellyn, why didn't you get that dress. it's so freaking classy luh!

kell: i just got this feeling someone's gonna wear it at prom too

ger: -_-lll

ger thinks: kell, seriosuly, those 15years and 8months are not enough...

we went to the bra sale at taka. didn't find anything. too lacy, too busty, too flowery. yea. i saw ghazal. haha. she tapped me on the shoulder and i was like HI!!! haha. we hugged each other. she looked hot. as always. then cabbed back home. shall see kell next week!! haha. was so much fun and of course, i fufilled my aim of completeing 10 paper 1s of bio. couldn't be done with kell's constant and *i mean well* nagging. haha :)

LOVE YA KELL!!!

OUR MUCH LOVED MOCHI :)

today's yest and today's today

today's yest...the geog paper finally finished. no more touching my geog books any more!!! haha. i cut my hair. see me with neh in the pic. yup. that's my new hair. haha. it feels light though. anw, went to meet kell after that. cabbed to her place and we then took a bus to town. she accompanied me to eat my dearerst and much missed pomodoro. haha. got hollered at by some mutts. wth. heck it with the spelling yea? freaking retarded ppl. then, i walked her to PS to meet shermaine and i bused to meet neh at BTP. saw the whole gang playing cs. haha. neh and i had to help them buy drinks since they were so busy with their games, then accompanied her eat lunch. she was starved. while eating, we waited for aaron. thereafter, we went together with benedict and jerad to BTSC to play pool. yes, I WON! haha. i teamed up with jerad. it was a 180 degree turn okay. we really thought we were losing because of the all-hail-mighty-newbie-at-pool moi. haha but i had fun :) shortly after, the rest of the gang came. there was this period of time when neh and i got so bored, we invented the pool dance with the sticks. and we played with yanyu's heelys. haha. nobody was sucessful in cintrolling it except sandra. haha. well, practice makes perfect just like pool. i've got more balls in this time. looking forward to the next time i play my new found love :)

i've been trying to publish the damn thing for so long but nth apperead on the damn blog. i'm gonna try again. if it appears, good. if not, damn i'm gonna heck the damn thing. nth much really happened today. kell came over. had a H2H talk. thanks gurl :D

you are soooo cute!!!

omg!!! i'm going gaga over you. haha. you're soooooo cute!!!!!!!!! that's the reason i don't like to get tied down. the sea is so vast. the forest has so many trees. haha. and i'm seriously omg. haha. but htis thing will blow over soon. not the stalker kind =))

get out of my head!!!

gosh. you must have seriously polluted my mind or sth. ugh. stupid. i'm not suppose to bloody hell think of you but i am okay. UGH!!!! it's always like that....anyway, i guess i have better things to do besides accomodating to you.

i want Os to be over!!!!

YES!!!! the Os are gonna end in three weeks. for me. not really yay. but at least the major papers are over. haha. can't wait. the prog after Os is like OMG!! haha. hanging out, clubbing, shopping... AHHHH!!!!! I SERIOSULY CANNOT WAIT!! now must mug for emath, ss and bio. and the day Bio P2 ends, it's like PASTAMANIA!!!! yes!!! my pomodoro!!!! and and my mango, topshop...AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Os, you better get your big fat ass away!! haha.

yea. maybe i'm too bloody hell shallow to get what you meant. i mean like first i wasn't sure about you. and then it just hit me. first it was a crush and then yea. i started to look forward to every conversation i had with you, esp the video call. and then you kinda came into my mind. and now this. what is it man! ugh. you said i don't get it. what do i not get? the ''i don't like to force pple to do things''. like what the hell? yea. that's me. i don't force pple to do things unless it's really a must. i'm not saying it's like a must that we chat. but what is it? it's like you suddenly turned. with what i said? or what. i'm too big a dummy to understand. or was it read between the spaces huh? ugh. whatever. ger's not the person that will get affected by what ppl think of her. but i can't help but feel kinda not right when you're feeling like that towards me. you don't owe me anything. nobody does. and yea. maybe somethings are better left unsaid and maybe we're not meant to be as much as i don't want to admit it coz i do really miss you. a real lot...

we celebrated phyll's bdae today. haha. she was damn touched. ahh. how i wish somebody would actually bother to do that for me. It's the sweetest thing ever. maybe i'm a person who tends to notice the little things that ppl actaully bother to take the time off to do for their friends. St Margs proved a seriously new env for me. haha. the ppl, the culture, everything. i remembered hating going to school for the first few weeks and even felt amazed at how time flew for the first few months and the wanting to always meet joel and the rest of my close girlfriends. i kept lamenting that the girls there were no fun and how the chua chu kang pple were so fun and i would definitely be enjoying my time there than here. Of course, as time passed, i met new ppl. and phyll and ox were definitely the forst few ppl i made friends with. haha. they were actually really nice. and sson the whole gang came. yanyu, choy, sand, chen, grace. they really made me feel that St margs wasn't just about the competitive studying and all the shit. it was actually more than that. definitely, i had to get used to the way things were being done around there. haha. like maybe not really waiting for each other when it was time for assembly or recess. not really the recess part coz i'm always running to the canteen with the ever-craving-for-food ox. haha. or maybe it's just me. i'm always waiting for ppl. and jackie and hani never failed to wait for me for recess so that we could go down to the canteen together. but yea. haha. like i said, i guess i just tend to be a little more sensitive to things like this. well, call me a little over the top but yea. haha. and i always felt that maybe my existence in the clique wasn't really acknowledged. OMG. don't get me wrong. i mean like uh... i tend to be shut off maybe coz i'm too soft and nobody ever bothers to listen huh? haha. nah. maybe i'm just being oversensitive. haha. it was part of st margs that made me who i am today. and not to forget the unforgettable days i had in cck. haha. they shaped me. a real lot. well. the party grace planned for phyll was really. haha. WOW! but that's what good friends do for each other yea? haha. she was so touched that she cried. tears were nearly in my eyes too. haha. i'm touched okay. it would really be nice if somebody actually did that for me. haha. omg. well at least they remebered her birthday. i guess my birthday is not really easy to remember or something. haha. it wasn't until sandra i think who brought it up in class when sch reopened that the rest of the gang did actually wish me. its not like i'm jealous or anything. seriosuly. don't get me wrong. haha. just envious i guess. not a close part of them yet or something. haha. these are just thoughts. take it as blabbering or put on the earphones if you think i talking shit. haha. just felt like pouring them out.

o levels officially begin in the week after the next. haha. it's damn fast. kell's here. i'm gonna start a new blog i guess. haha. after o levels are over. CAN"T WAIT!!! and maybe i do like him after all. and maybe she likes him too. haha. i don't know. hope all will turn out well. but first, O LEVELS!!!!

woah.... it's been so long since i've blogged.... i guess they proper real post will come after prelims man. haha. so lazy. gonna mug hard!!! till then =) nights..

i started on rev. don't wanna tok abou thtat. today's post is about my bdae surprise my donkey. haha she gave me my all along wanted anna sui perfume!!! haha. and we kinda cried together. a nice sweet sixteen bdae surprise. haha. thanks gurl!! love ya lots =) and oh. happy belated bdae calv. haha anyways. really wanna do well for prelims. then hopefully. donkey and i can go to same JC. haha. yay!! then maybe form own click or something. at least we have each other. haha. can't wait for 'o's to be over!!!!

ugh!!!! stupid fucking koh. ughh!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!! why the bloody fucking hell do you have to cut my hair. and i have to bloody pay 5 bucks to someone who is not even a bloody qualified hairdresser????? NO WAY!!!!!! i rather do it on my own. FUCK!!! PISSIFYING okay????? rarrr!!!!! damn angry. you already fucking hell told me its baby hair, and you still insist i cut? fine. jannah cut for me and you fucking hell say its still short????? AHHHHH!!!!!! and you make me cut fucking short???? what kind of discipline mistress is this??????? argh!!!!!!!!! i really wanna cut your hair too okay???????? just bloody hell eff off man. hate you like shit. i know you don't like me and don't think i like you very much too!!!! fucking ass. can't even teach properly. it bloody hell doesn't even touch my eyebrow anymore and you still insist i cut.ugh!!!! and it's so fucking ugly when i pin up my hair. y can't you just accept the fact that its baby hair and no matter what i do, it just doesn't go up with the pin. ugh!!! its BABY HAIR OKAY????? what the hell do you expect???? and you loody hell stll insist i cut my hair. fine. now its so freaking shot that it stands up. and the bloody fringe looks damn weird now because the two layers are freaking uneven. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!! eff you!!!!! stinking piece of fat shit. no figure, no niceness in you. you're just evill!!!! fucking evil man!!!!!! UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!! poof. now that it's off my chest, i'll get on with bio rev.

today is ah yi's bdae and dudes' day!! haha. happy bdae ah yi =) i am in hong kong now and shopping is a little sucky. like 10% sucky. but oh wells. haha. at least i bot something. haha. i made a card for dude. haha. walau. bluff me say he never take. haha. but i know he loves it =) kell and i slipped the cards through the door of their rooms. haha. i even told her. coz we were laughing all the way, that if she was a secret agent, 1st mission will lose the job already. neh!!!! OH!!! and the bungs here are so hot!!! haha. at least can make it luh. not like those in singapore. and the guys her carry handbags. like burberry. etc. haha. and the dresscode here...omg. i'm feeling damn out of place. haha. coz it's like so jappy. haha. tmr, we are going to macau. speedy boat ride for 1 hour. hope it will be fun though =) oh. , anyways. if i stayed in hk, haha. i might turn crooked. haha. the bungs here are so irresistable. haha. oopsie =) esp the one at the bangle shop =) muahhahahahaha. Happy bdae ah yi. Happy fathers' day every dude!!! haha

i just viewed mizi's profile. gosh. i really miss them. and its like when i see them putting their class gathering on friendster. cant help but feel jealous. oopsie. but yea. =) i know i shouldnt feel like that. but can't help it. haha. i really miss those guys. they changed a lot. really really a lot. haha. n i just gave jackie her bdae present. she lurves it. haha. that's good for me =) i miss them!!!! ugh! dont really like those guys in st margs. not like don't like but just not used to their way of life i guess. but no matter what, at least i have a true, best friend, a cool and cranky 'sister'.... thanks kell =)

fuck u! dont anyhow accuse me okay!!! think what. just because u are my elder does not mean u can do that. did not really believe what mom said about u. but after yest, my opinion of u have changed ever since. just because ur son is the precious n only pillar of ur life, it does not mean u can throw ur weight anywhere u like. no respect for anybody man. even the closest one to you also gets this kind of attitude. fuck! no self respect, no respect for others, what the fuck are u born into this world for???? ugh! oh n ur son, tell him to fuck off to. sensitive brat. I HATE YOU!!!!!!! you dont get the facts right, neither did you ask for my side of the story. but to the hell with that. i tried to clarify, but fuck it. i dont have any respect for u anymore. just FUCK OFF!!!! AHHHH!!! hate u to the core!!! AA said i looked sloppy, look dead and i need to make a lot of effort to walk. like wth! what's his prob anyway. do i need to change my look to suit what he wants to see? ugh! what the hell is the world coming to??? he's always giving me those weird talks and thinking that i have a serious porblem with myself. i have a hunch he thinks im aneroxic. but i SOOO AM NOT!!!! whats your prob AA? ugh! just beacuse u are a t'''''', does not mean u have the responsibility to do all these! ugh! i know u ''care'' but please. its a little freaky!! and its weird too. but thanks for the concern. too much is an overdose though.

UUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont feel like talking can not?????? results damn screwed up!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh!!! really feel like killing myself okay??? fuck! and you guys have to rub it in. i know i have to do better. admit this term a bit slack. I WILL WORK HARD!!! got that? whats your freaking problem?????? walau. say that you predicted that i would get these results? fuck! didnt you wish me luck on the exam day? didnt u say i would do well since i work so hard???? ugh!!! fuck! all that shit you have said are erased with the fucking sentence - i knew you would get these results. what is the problem with you? the school's marking scheme is freaking strict. i cant even blog in peace. FYI this post was suppose to be before the very recent one.