yea. maybe i'm too bloody hell shallow to get what you meant. i mean like first i wasn't sure about you. and then it just hit me. first it was a crush and then yea. i started to look forward to every conversation i had with you, esp the video call. and then you kinda came into my mind. and now this. what is it man! ugh. you said i don't get it. what do i not get? the ''i don't like to force pple to do things''. like what the hell? yea. that's me. i don't force pple to do things unless it's really a must. i'm not saying it's like a must that we chat. but what is it? it's like you suddenly turned. with what i said? or what. i'm too big a dummy to understand. or was it read between the spaces huh? ugh. whatever. ger's not the person that will get affected by what ppl think of her. but i can't help but feel kinda not right when you're feeling like that towards me. you don't owe me anything. nobody does. and yea. maybe somethings are better left unsaid and maybe we're not meant to be as much as i don't want to admit it coz i do really miss you. a real lot...