i shouldn't have came home early from school.

i should have just had my meal outside.

i shouldn't even go to school for god sake.

i feel like exploding.

i hate all the nagging.

i just wanna scream until my lungs explode.

today was just a really shitting fucking day.

don't wanna become a pathetic piece of shit who just moans and groans about her everything.

i want to get on with my life everyday with a smile and not a frown.

i want only the good and the best.

i don't like what i'm feeling right now.

i miss the old me.