chem lec(tutorial) today.

gosh. i lost concentratino half way.

ended up playing sushi shuffle on my phone instead. gosh. and i was amazed with my eight mega chain combo. haha. yea i know, wth.

weiquan came to pj to meet me.

bought long john and my tempura as well as another set for kell dearest to dine in my exquisite house. haha.

was making so much noise and the usual retardness came.

made the whole room soooo cold....

we then BRAVED THE RAIN(all hail mighty thunderstorm) to my dearest second home - KISSMYASS COURT to study. hee.

huihan came a little later on. and kell pangseh-ed us for wind. boo you there, the little girl with the dickies bag. HAHA.

enjoyed myself today.

got some studying done though.(:

at least i'm only left with hydroxy compounds. if you guys know what alien i'm talking about.

it's like 0146 now. gosh. maybe i'm so used to sleeping late, i don't feel that energy draining shit. but i'm gonna hit the sack soon. before those dark circles come. heh.

anyway, just wanna do a lil reflection about whatever that has happened. so far. my life. basically everything. read if you want, if not don't waste your time. haha.

i have a wonderful, beautiful, hot, sexy, awesome, gorgeous group of friends i wanna thank for always being there in times of trouble, giving me the laughter that i need all these years. thank you(:

kell. weiquan. bernette.tammie. huihan.junwen.ben. julius.jackie.melv.jieren.gny. junyang.ox.neh.swong.heitung.jolene.bel. silvia.kitman.fazee.lou.hannah. farhanah.abi.kyle.ben.nige.mark.darek.isaiah.lyanne. jared.

so many many more that i wanna thank.the list just goes on i guess.

i am blessed with a family who cares every small, big, gimongous you name it thing that i do. and i thank them for that.

although i do sometimes hate it that they are so overprotective, restricitve, deep down, i do know that they do it out of love. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE mummy calls it. haha.

my experiences, whatever i've been through, be it cck, st margs, and pj. without them, i don't think i'll be what i am today.

and the relationships that i've gone into, they taught me things that really means a lot. those memories with that one special guy will be with me forever.i will never forget.those that started off beautifully and then turned sour, i apologize if there is any misunderstanding. but please. stop the small thinking. look at the big picture ya.

and i know i've been getting into loads of trouble - blacklisted, hated, called a bitch or whatever, cause teachers to get pissed off and skipping classes and school (ps i still go for important lessons kay!).sorry for all these hindrance and all.but to some, you really have to get off my back.look at yourself before saying whatever you want to in front of my face. and it's in my face mind you.

nobody's perfect. i know i'm not. but whatever flaws, i try to change.

but whatever it is, i love the way things are now. stuff that's meant to be kept, i clear the mess and pack everything up, grab my bag and start again.dwelling on the past doesn't help. i know that for a fact now.

alrighty, i'm done. gonna bed now(: