i got my brows done today.

dinner with kell,weiquan, huihan, junwen and ben.

julius, tammie and bernette couldn't make it:(

but it's okay. the next time is coming soon:D

i am exhausted.

a day in heels really killed my feet. i need to buy my in solessssssss.

okay maybe tmr(:

and and and I FOUND MY EARRINGSSSSSS!!!! haha.

happy happy:DDDDDD

conversing with daddy through skype is really making my stomach hurt. hahaha.

come back soon!!!!!

you are badly missed, daddy:D

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS ALWAYS HAVE TO RUIN THINGS FOR ME.

YOU ARE A GOD DAMN BITCH.

UGH.

BITCHBITCHBITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU PIE CE OF SHITTTTT!

I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO SCOLD.

SHIT LUH YOU!

AND I AM BLOODY HELL BLAMED FOR THE WHOLE THING.

SSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

OMG.I CAN SERIOUSLY KILL SOMEBODY NOW.

DONT YOU DARE IRRITATE ME NOW.

GOSH.I AM CONTROLLING ALL THE EFFFFFFFFF.

IT'S JUST AT THE TIP OF MYGOD DAMN TONGUE.

BRYAN LEEEEEEE YOU FREAKING TOOTHEAD.COWDUNG.NO BALLS.SUCKER.MONSTER IDIOT PIECE OF SHITTTTTTTTTT

LOSERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATEYOUHATEYOUHATEYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU BITCCCHHHHHH!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

thurs night was AWESOMENESS!!!!

i saw the F1 track(((((:

the night view of the singapore skyline was really beautiful.

perfect night after the gruelling exams:D

FRIDAY

had dinner with kell and aunt on fri night at White Dog's.

the mango chicken i had was really crazy.

it was just like two huge chunks of meat luh! and aunt said if i don't finish i cannot go home-.-

and then we were talking about all kinds of random stuff or should i say nonsense. haha.

the both of them agreed that nothing but nonsense comes out of my mouth.

but at least we had fun(:

and then the topic came to the NONE OTHER THAN THE NONE.

yes. WOW!haha

girl!you know what i'm talking about(:

i want an anti-NONENESS day please........

hahahahaha.

stayed over at her place after that.

and now i'm back home because i've got no more moolah.

yes. i need to get them from mummy. hee.

alrighty. that's all for now.

i'll post pictures once kell sends them to me.

life sucks without a camera:(

meeting her and weiquan later to go shopping at bugis and get my beloved marshmallows:DDDDDD

best night ever(:

YAYYYY!!!!! my exams are finally O-V-E-R!!!!!!

let's see. i'm suppose to meet jieren and melv now now now and they only woke up at ELEVENN!!!!!!! OMGGG.

'm like dying to get out of the house NOWWWWWWW!!!!!! haha.

it's been so long since i've felt so... i dunno what to say. haha.

liquid kitchen.newyork new york.gossips. chitty chats till late late tonight:DDDD

HEEEE. i cannot wait man!!!

but they are LATE!!!! grrr.

always like that.pfft.

and KELL is coming too((((((:

and and weiquan and bernette is coming back from langkawi and taiwan tomorrowwww:DDDDD

yes. i am a happy girl:D

best night ever.

i have been studying the past few days. and today. and tomorrow until next thurs. and then i can kiss my notes' asses GOODBYE!!!!!!

gosh. i can't wait.

and then..........

muahahahahaha!!!

another clique outing pleaseeeee!!!!! i miss bernette and tammie very very muchly:(

i shouldn't have came home early from school.

i should have just had my meal outside.

i shouldn't even go to school for god sake.

i feel like exploding.

i hate all the nagging.

i just wanna scream until my lungs explode.

today was just a really shitting fucking day.

don't wanna become a pathetic piece of shit who just moans and groans about her everything.

i want to get on with my life everyday with a smile and not a frown.

i want only the good and the best.

i don't like what i'm feeling right now.

i miss the old me.

best friends now, a minute later and forever(:

MY SEXY SATURDAY

studying at the ariport was a rather productive one i must say. for me at least(:

thank you all who accompanied me there!!!! ESPECIALLY MY DEAREST NANNY WHOM I'VE MET FOR 6 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!!! haha.

huihan and junwen joined us later on and then weiquan left.

kell came later on. my stomach was growling like crazy. i refused to have mac for lunch because of biological reasons. teehee.

so i held on till it was time for ajisen:DDDDDD kell's consumption of her octopus was a rough estimate of how fast i ate my food.haha. yes. and my stomach was thoroughly filled(:

headed to starbucks for more studying.

i chui-ed the cranberry muffin and filtered the coffee kell bought. haha.

the chairs were so comfy, the atmosphere was awesome. we didn't want to leave so early.i swallowed my perfect comp notes before heading home.

kell and i were arguing about the mrt stops. hahah. and thanks! i know more bimbotic cheers now:D

i'm looking forward to my next study period with my TOOTHEAD!!

i had non oily cha keuy teow today((((((((:

YAYYY!!

finally the damn assignment is over.

but shit, i think i turned my study button off.

so i must really press it on like crazy tmrr.

really hope the airport will be some inspiration that spurs me on in my mugging sessions. haha.

and and and, i'm gonna seee KELLL TMRRRRRRRRRR:DDDDDD

pray that econs will be done by this week.

then i have a few extra days to do more rev. and then...

MUAHAHAHA!

i'm gonna get some money into my pocket. teehee.

really cannot wait.

but promos first.

that's what i try to drill in my head and yes, its taking it's own sweet time to sink in.....

gotta work harder.

it's now or never i guess.

just this want to my subconscience to see you. but i know it's not gonna happen. that place still serves it's purpose i guess.

i studied.

but i don't know why i'm feeling stressed.

gosh.

haven't felt like this for very very very very long.

studied at starbucks for a tad bit with weiquan.

those chem questions were really driving me nuts.

school drains my energy.

homework sucks my buh-lood.

my brother is a thorn in my flesh.

i just wanna stay at home and sleeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppp.

call me a pig for all i care.

i can get pissed off but i cool down fast too. but if you keep pushing it and behave like an old nanny, i swear i will strangle you in your sleep okay.

just bloody hell leave me alone.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! BRYAN LEE I HATE YOU!! YOU STINKING PIECE OF SHIT. HAVE I NOT STRESSED ENOUGH THAT I HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THOSE SHIT ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M SLEEPING. IT'S NOT THE FIRST FUCKING TIME OKAY. I HATE YOU OMG YOU BITCH. SICKENING ASSHOLE. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF MAN!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

shopping with mummy, kell, aunt and granny(:

and and. i got my hair cut.

heh.

was acting all crazy with my spi-dee-zoom sign:D

drove kell nuts(:

bought stuffies at river island. gosh. i think by now, more than half of my stuff are from river island O.O

gotta stop the shopping. but but but. i saw these pain of MARYJANES that i just can't RESIST!!!.

so i'm gonna be a good girl and save up get them myself:DDDDD

yes!! so i'm gonna draw up my saving plan:DD teehee.

NIGHT PEEPS!!!

chem lec(tutorial) today.

gosh. i lost concentratino half way.

ended up playing sushi shuffle on my phone instead. gosh. and i was amazed with my eight mega chain combo. haha. yea i know, wth.

weiquan came to pj to meet me.

bought long john and my tempura as well as another set for kell dearest to dine in my exquisite house. haha.

was making so much noise and the usual retardness came.

made the whole room soooo cold....

we then BRAVED THE RAIN(all hail mighty thunderstorm) to my dearest second home - KISSMYASS COURT to study. hee.

huihan came a little later on. and kell pangseh-ed us for wind. boo you there, the little girl with the dickies bag. HAHA.

enjoyed myself today.

got some studying done though.(:

at least i'm only left with hydroxy compounds. if you guys know what alien i'm talking about.

it's like 0146 now. gosh. maybe i'm so used to sleeping late, i don't feel that energy draining shit. but i'm gonna hit the sack soon. before those dark circles come. heh.

anyway, just wanna do a lil reflection about whatever that has happened. so far. my life. basically everything. read if you want, if not don't waste your time. haha.

i have a wonderful, beautiful, hot, sexy, awesome, gorgeous group of friends i wanna thank for always being there in times of trouble, giving me the laughter that i need all these years. thank you(:

kell. weiquan. bernette.tammie. huihan.junwen.ben. julius.jackie.melv.jieren.gny. junyang.ox.neh.swong.heitung.jolene.bel. silvia.kitman.fazee.lou.hannah. farhanah.abi.kyle.ben.nige.mark.darek.isaiah.lyanne. jared.

so many many more that i wanna thank.the list just goes on i guess.

i am blessed with a family who cares every small, big, gimongous you name it thing that i do. and i thank them for that.

although i do sometimes hate it that they are so overprotective, restricitve, deep down, i do know that they do it out of love. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE mummy calls it. haha.

my experiences, whatever i've been through, be it cck, st margs, and pj. without them, i don't think i'll be what i am today.

and the relationships that i've gone into, they taught me things that really means a lot. those memories with that one special guy will be with me forever.i will never forget.those that started off beautifully and then turned sour, i apologize if there is any misunderstanding. but please. stop the small thinking. look at the big picture ya.

and i know i've been getting into loads of trouble - blacklisted, hated, called a bitch or whatever, cause teachers to get pissed off and skipping classes and school (ps i still go for important lessons kay!).sorry for all these hindrance and all.but to some, you really have to get off my back.look at yourself before saying whatever you want to in front of my face. and it's in my face mind you.

nobody's perfect. i know i'm not. but whatever flaws, i try to change.

but whatever it is, i love the way things are now. stuff that's meant to be kept, i clear the mess and pack everything up, grab my bag and start again.dwelling on the past doesn't help. i know that for a fact now.

alrighty, i'm done. gonna bed now(:

study study study!!!! grrr.

at least i had like an hour of rest. hahahaha.

i am in study mode now. YAYNESS(: