26.7.2010 MONDAY

met jo and his family at riverwalk's jumbo for dinner. it was his grandfather's birthday. as usual, the room was filled with the kids' voices and them running and crawling under the tables, many many pictures were taken by his dad and not to forget, the yummilicious food!!

TUESDAY 27.7.2010

woke up an hour earlier to prepare so i could get to town to get Bel's present. met her later on to celebrate her birthday...two days in advance. haha.

had dins at TCC and i surprised her with a dessert as her birthday cake(: she was not very surprised because she knew i went to look at the cakes. sigh. i fail at surprises. gave the whole thing away...

then, we made a last minute decision to head to resorts world. that girl didn't wanna watch a movie-.- because she just doesn't wanna watch a movie. sigh. i pity dave. haha^^

oh! we went to AX before that. got a shirt for jo and a sweater for myself(: happy happy!

and so... we chilled at coffee bean, spammed her last three polaroids...

then, we got hungry again. because my dinner was too little. pathetic two pieces of chicken that cost me 20 bucks. we settled for a tuna mayo sandwich. but NO MORE!!:( didn't eat anything in the end.

we left and continued camwhoring outside with two people at the opposite store staring at us. haha. but still, i enjoyed my day(: 

♥

love much-vintage much-retarded much-heels much-bel and ger much(:

13.7.2010 TUESDAY

 headed down to the visa application centre to collect my visa. and the collection time was only between 2-4pm-.- so much for waking up early. i was there at freaking 1230. blame it on my laziness to check the website before leaving the house. sigh... :(

so i called jo to whine about it and all the unhappiness was gone after meeting jackie to watch despicable me 3D!! haha. yup my second time watching. but it was so good!!!

headed down to lavender to meet the professors from my uni. an indian girl will be going there too, taking the same course as me too. and yup, fullstop. shall spare the later parts of my elaboration on that meeting. it didn't go too well i must say.

and then, trained back to town again to SHOP!!! haha. i was get a hold of myself seriously. we scoured the whole of topshop, RI, F21, bershka, Steve Madden, springfield... and yes, i burnt a $200 hole in my pocket. so much for wanting to buy more shoes. poop.

so yea that was it, my day with bestie where all talks under the sun happens
♥

14.7.2010 WEDNESDAY

woke up at 6am, bright and early to join jo at the early birds queue at bb polyclinic. he was one of the first few fortunately, so we didn't have to wait very long... bought mac hashies for breakfast and then had prawn noodles for "lunch", which was at 10ish in the morning. then headed back to his place to crash before meeting whee lynn and zi ning at bugis later that afternoon.

had billy bombers for dinner because steakhouse was closed. i hope it's down only for renovation. *fingers crossed tightly*...

we caught despicable me again, and for me it was the third time. i actually feel asleep. haha. too tired already.

then on to esplanade's harry's to chill. ordered a freaking huge plate of finger food which we all didn't finish plus some alcohol. i didn't drink! haha. slacked till 2 before we headed home.

15.7.2010 THURSDAY

 jo called at 230 for a wake up call for me to go and change... he was coming in half an hour. i rushed like crazy luh. and i was 10mins late. heehee. i was helping bryan with the com. so yup. he couldn't say nothing(:

drove back to his place for his to change out of his uniform and headed to queensway shopping centre to get his soccer boots. picked his dad up at 6ish before meeting bel at the chicken rice place for dins. chatted on and on and on for an hour-ish before jo left for soccer and bel came up to my place to chill. camwhored a little, we caught on about her love life, my love life, and about life itself. haha.

she's one person i'm gonna miss dearly when i leave for the uk.

i was camwhoring. haha. and got suan-ed my her. i told her she should be honoured because i don't usually do this in front of a lot of people. haha.

those three shots on top, she got freaked out.

"omg ger! we have nearly the same expressions in each picture!"

and then she moves to the far end of the couch.

-.-

my camera dopped. haha.

 her secret between her and dave - a neopet's account. haha.

went up to bathe and ended the night with some hot potato soup(:

fuck this woman seriously

 

she hit the poor dog for chewing the damn cushion-.- can you believe that? even if you're not comparing the status of dogs and humans, still what makes this woman any different from an animal. she's worse than a fucking beast! omg someone identify this woman and bring her to the police and fine her till she goes bankrupt or something! even better put her in jail. she doesn't deserve any human rights anyways.

blessed to have someone like you

Its so fluffy I'M GONNA DIE! -agnes from (despicable me).

the movie was freaking awesome. Steve Carrell voiced gru so well, i wanna watch it again!!!!!!!!

anyways, last friday was spent at phuture with four people drunk. not me haha. i can control my drinking now(: mainly jo, jackie, pangwee and kim. pangwee and kim were gone at the pavilion behind the club, and jackie and jo died after drinking many many vodka, flaming lambo, e33 and freaking apple shooters (3 of which was suppose to be mine-.-) yup. and then jo was outside making friends with the drain. jackie was uhm... yea surrounded by guys. and she just continued smiling and smiling like she's in heaven. but we still had fun dancing around before all of that happen. so eric and i sent jo all the way to his door step, i tucked him into bed and then i left for home. what a night. and i got no pictures cos i forgot my camera-.-

and, jo came over yesterday to watch the soccer finals with me(: they kept on playing and playing and went into half hour extra time. wth. jo was sleeping soundly way into the second half. hee. so i just continued watching on my own. i still remembered this...

"dear, you wanna go home now? i feel very bad..."

"do you want me to go home?"

"huh..."

"then i rather you be down to earth and ask me to stay."

♥

so yup that was my week(:

meeting jackie tomorrow for shopping!(: omg have to go confirm with her first. haha.

hope you guys had an awesome week too!

" 'What' and 'if' two words as non-threatening
as words come.

But put them together side-by-side and they
have the power to haunt you for the
rest of your life: ‘What if?'..."

I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was love, true love, then
it's never too late. If it was true
then, why wouldn't it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart...

I don't know what a love like that
feels like... a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for. But I'd like to believe if I
ever felt it, I'd have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it, Claire. And if
you didn't, I hope one day that you
will."

Letters to Juliet, written by Sophie, to Claire.

This letter when read out loud to in the movie made me tear like crazy. Its not just the powerful words that moved the many that was inside the cinema, but much more, its meaning.

I believe that I have met the right guy, to spend the rest of my life with, to drive down the roads of Orchard, listening to Big Shit or Fight For This Love. Don't laugh. Because we never got to travel out of the country despite the long holidays after my A Levels. So Sentosa, town, his place, his bed, Lot One, Causeway Point, West Coast Park are our little mini getaways. But, the big holiday is coming! I like to believe so. The US of A! Factory Outlets, sight-seeing... Yea, i want that.

Just a moment ago, we went to the airport to pick my dad up. I made a mistake. I was not attentive enough. I did not know the severity of my mistake until he told me so. For what's worth, I get what i give. And I would willingly take whatever that is thrown my way. Because I love him.

A love that I decided to fight back for, we have come a long way... the both of us. You changed. Me too. Our love grew. I don't want to throw all of this away and look back 50 years in regret. I don't think I would have the time to scour a whole Sienna for the same Jo. And if I ever found you again, I don't want to look at your grave, neither would I want to look at you have another happy family of your own. I want that for myself.

Just by the way you kissed me on the cheek and my neck, I know what I have lost. But as long as I get to snuggle next to you, hold your hand, feel your rough palms, just to be with you... I am contented.

Just so you know.

Ger

what did i do today?

i... reached jo's place at 8 with chui kueh and tao hui, snoozed with him till eleven ish before dragging his ass out of the bed and then on to eat prawn noodles for lunch together with his sis.

then, we bused to town (luckily) because someone always wishes for the "blue bus" to come, so saved on cab fare. yup. spent a lot on cab this week. literally my one week's allowance. but anyways,

watched ip man (GOOD MOVIE) and knight and day (BOOO), and.... cabbed back to his place for soccer. haha. so now, im heading for supper because i havent had anything the whole day.

night!!