yay today is a very happy happy day:D

1) because i bumped into ayl

2) because weiquan went studying with me

3) because i am trying to fit CHUASAI into my every sentence!!!

hahahaha. i really don't know why i find the word "chuasai" so amusing. but it just is:D

anyhooz. studying with weiquan was very productive for me today. at least i finished my homework and studied econs!!!:D

and i managed to do engineering math too!!!

i'm miss smartypants yo!

the night view at one fullerton was beautiful.

managed to snap a few pics with my cam and weiquan called me a tourist-.-

chitty chatty all the way to city hall where i had my korean food which was not very nice. but oh wells.

ayl was at city hall too and he told me he was at sembawang and i really thought it was the literal sembawang at the other end of singapore. and weiquan laughed at me because sembawang was the music store outside the food court-.- getting sad over nothing. pfft.

and thennnnnnn.

i bumped into ayl at robinsons!!! haha.

okay that was my day.

happy day at least.

one more day of school! and it already feels like friday.

night world!:D

this is the reason for jealousy.

guess who was on the phone with me:D

MY FRIEND IS CALLED DAVID:D

good luck for your test tmrrrr!!!!(kell, ayl, weiquan)

you told me that what i see, in my perspective is only the tip of the ice berg.

slowly, little by little, you tell me all these things, like dropping grenades right at my feet. and i just look at it, waiting for it to be blown up.

bits and pieces of this and that i know now have changed how i view certain things.

it's like you dropped a world's most gimongous bomb on me. and i'm still standing where i am, oblivious to my surroundings.

i just need some time to sort out my thinking and there are people out there who just don't know when to shut up.

yet, i feel that that time is never enough.

i'm just confused.

maybe ranting is not even enough for me.

shoulder pleaseeeeee!

a very very hot afternoon in pj today.

it's humid too mind you.

whining my ass off like nobody's business till ppl are telling me to shut up.

omg. the only positive thing today would be that i kept awake from 8am to 3pm. yea. wow.

GP was gruelling as usual. couldn't wait for the bell to ring for me to fly home to blast my aircon.

i was suppose to get up at 5pm to practise my piano cos i haven't touched it for a week since my last lesson.

that was basically my day.

boring mundane heartaching monday.

i miss my best friend.

HAPPY VDAY EVERYBODY! a short afternoon was spent with a last minute date with chopstick sister to get her hockey stick. yay!!! now we have matching sticks!! so we is gonna beat all those defenders together man!!! after a quick lunch with chopstick, i went to meet mumsie for shopping at city hall. zipper-knickers-are-the-kickers-to-ger's-happiness:D bernette called to meet her below my block at around 9ish. and the lift door opened to aylwin gan!yup.surprise surprise!

PS!bernette dear! you sneaky pangsai.love you(:

first pic:credits goes to bel<3

thanks for the cookies(:

okay just now is happy post.

now ger's not feeling so happy.

she feels like screaming her lungs out.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

you are fucking childish.

FUCKING CHILDISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hockey training today was really fun.

then crashed the orientation for j1s with huihan and zhihua. danced and screamed like karazee. ben was criticizing all the girls that he saw and huihan was like walking around looking for trouble-.-

felt like old times again though. except that the other half of the clique is not in pj anymore. but memories still kept close to the heart:D

bused home trying really hard to keep my eyes opened so i wont miss my stop.

dead tired.

LIMWEIQUAN IS MY B.F.

see the six words dude!

happy valentine's day!

ALL IN BIG BIG WORDS!!!!!!

3.6.130.230.330

sometimes i just feel that i'm not worth all that attention you give me.

a girl you hate to love.

sometimes all you need is a sunflower

PJ celebrated valentine's day today. felt to weird with no gifts to give. but it's okay. i'm gonna give them on friday, the eve of valentine. hee.

anyhoo. had a really long break with ruiwei today and we talked alot alot alot. haha. it's been so long since i've talked to someone like that. and i was lamenting i had no flowers yet and ruiwei dragged me to the booth. i thought she wanted to get flowers for people. and since i was there, i decided to buy a flower for her. we got one each and we turned to each other and gave each other the flower at the same time. haha. unexpectedly.

love you class buddy(:

AYLWIN GAN WEIWEN!

DONT FEEL SAD OVER THE SHIT COS THE SHIT IS NOT GONNA BE SAD FOR YOU.

SO DON'T FEEL SHITTY OVER THE SHIT PROBLEM COS THE SHIT IS NOT GONNA GO AWAY INSTEAD, YOU'LL FEEL LIKE YOU'VE GOT MORE SHIT IN YOU. HAHAHAHA.

OH WELLS YOU'RE SHIT ANYWAYZZZZZ. HAHAHAHA.

I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER:D

IMAGE HEAVY!!!!

WEIQUAN'S EIGHTEENTH

we surprised that bum in the morning, waking him from his deep slumber only to smash a whole plate of whip cream on his face. haha. talk about not getting pimples.

late lunch at fish & co. and then home(:

limweiquan, i said i'll make you feel small here. i dunno how exactly but i know you enjoyed your birthday!!! haha. your birthday present is the love and warmth that the clique has for you.

love you!!!!:D

the cake i baked(chocolate didn't melt damn bitter. the clique doesn't want me to bake anymore:( )

oh wells. i suck at baking.

1)deep in sleep

2)almost waking up

3)trying to wake him up

4) HAPPY BIRTHDAY(never brush teeth though. haha.)

preparing whip cream

SMACK!!!!

julius cleaning up

huihan having the time of his life-.-

slacking around while waiting for ben

nokia - connecting people

every guy in the clique has this:D

birthday boy = kell's pet:D

jules, your eyes look big here:D

huihan's pissed face cos the food is not here yet.

ben = cute?

it's not everytime you see a photo of junwen like this. haha.

finally, the proper birthday cake.

BIRTHDAY BOY!!!!

remains of my salmon

new york fish and chips(:

bernette's penne

sword fish(don't eat it unless you have the patience to eat it)

salmon - cajun style(great with chilli)

mango breeze

lovelovelove

MUJI HAS REFILLED ITS COTTON BALLS!!!!!!!

hahahaha. yes i bought them and the corn chips. ger's happiness index has reached its maximum already:D

met ayl to get his YELLOW havanias:D yadayadayada all the way till he was running late for his presentation with uncle chan. so we cabbed to np. i didn't want to walk back home with my uniform so he kindly walked me all the way to the back gate. thank you:D i know you can't wait to wear your YELLOW havanias cos they are soo "easy to match" haha.

and then, caught up a little with weiquan. ranted like karazee. feel so much better now.

and then and then, bernette came up to my place to pass me my pe shirt. and i saw ayl again.

i met so many ppl today!!!! including bingzhen outside heeren. hahaha.

ima happy girl:D

p.s. KELL YOU CAN BREAK DAWN WITH WEIQUAN TOMORROW:D

i wake up my ideas?

is it so hard to leave that little leeway for me? hello. i'm 17 not 7. many times, i know you would say if i'm not happy, then just leave the god damn house. but you never because you don't want me out of the house. but i am driven up the damn wall, up a corner, suffocated so much that i can barely breathe. would a little bit more of breathing space do you any harm? i've stepped up my game in whatever i do. is that not enough for you? my eyes are stinging like mad but crying doesn not solve anything. neither does it make me any happier. wtf. i need to scream. you know, sometimes, i really entertain the thought of _______.

i finally got my stick after a million and one years i think.

sorry bel so pictures cos me is no cammie:(

thank you monkeygorillachimpanzeebaboon for going to peninsula with me today:D

breaking dawn is out! yay. ima collect it on weds and will be on secret mission with dearest ahem(:

kellyn tan you better thank me for reserving the book for you cos i know you are salivating profusely to read the book. haha. okay me too.

oh yea. while waiting for my highlighter ink to dry just now, i went out of my room to look for mummy. i saw that she was in the toilet, so i took one of her slippers to hide.

mummy comes out of the toilet yelling: " WHERE IS MY SLIPPER! BRYAN, DID YOU TAKE IT!"

bryan: walau, everytime your thing missing always blame me.

(i hid the slipper behind the cushion on the chair she always sits in to read her books)

mummy: bawon(my maid)!!!!! i cannot find my slipper!!!

bawon laughs.

i started laughing too but controlled very very very hard.

mummy comes in and out of the room twice, blaming bryan for hiding her slippers. she finally gave up and asked bawon to find it for her tmr because bryan just kept saying he didn't hide the slipper and i just continued with my work. diligently of course:D

but mummy kept accusing bryan of taking her slipper. and bryan burst out saying " walau! always say me! behind your backside la!!!!"

hahahaha. that was it man. i burst out laughing and mummy was so paiseh for blaming the wrong person.

she asked if i was really 17 already. haha.

oh wells. it's a fact i'm 17. but there's a child in everyone. isn't it(:

fantabulous gathering spent at dean's yesterday despite gny and i being the last two girls left.

having macdonalds at 4am and gossiping till 6 only to leave three hours of sleep to nine and almost drooling on the chair(next to the counch) oops.

it's a cny gathering worth remembering

thanks dean(:

pictures up once i get them from ruiwei:D