i went to the zoo today!!!!! hahahahaha. going there makes me feel like a kid all again :D kell missed her stop and hence the both of us were late. haha. that sotong, ahem ahem. i'm glad i'm not that blur! :DDD okay. the pics.

it's called a something gavial. haha. i forgot the first part of it's name. has a very long snout.

sunglasses you have there ah gong:D

cute!!

you think the tiger on the left looks pretty? (sorry for the not so clear image)

i tried to catch it with it's mouth open, the picture always turns out like that -.-

nice scenery. the zoo is actually within the seletar reservoir.

the leader of the baboon pack

red asses are the SEX! hahahaha.

CUTE!!!!!!!

''enter and prepare to be crated''

his butt looks like a tumour

sleeping position huh.

carlos the sealion

white maned monkey.

i crazily volunteered to participate in the animal show. i don't know why. but look at the height contrast. that's how the zoo keeper arranged us. and when she asked where were we from, i thought she was asking us which school we were from, she was infact asking us which country we were from. this littel boy said ang mo kio and i said i was from st margs. could use a little warning. -.- totally embarrassed myself. but i had fun! haha. the dogs were sooo cute. but there was this part of the show where white mices were running in and out of the holes on the shed. gosh. their tails looks gross. yea.

blue butt

they just spell F-U-N :)))

candid shot!!

if you don't see a person between kell and junwen, you're blind. cos obviously, you're not looking hard enough.

we also went to the kid's corner and children's land to play. although our height limit passes the scale, we just went in and played. until the incharge came to chase us out. haha. but at least we got to play. kell treated us to lunch with her $5 KFC voucher. thanks girl! haha. i'm so sorry i keep wandering off and you guys have to keep coming to look for me. i'll try to not let it happen again. haha.

went to have dinner at lot 1 after that. the fishball soup was not bad. koped junwen's noodles when her went to get dessert. and i finished wq's noodles. haha. the trip to the zoo literally drained me. was hoping for a piggyback. haha. but yea. nobody there to carry me. kell was drained too. went to the foodcourt at level three just to have dessert again because the red ruby at food junction wasn't nice at all. and i swear huihan is a dessert spoiler. dumping his honeybew sago into red ruby and ice kachang just for an exchange in a spoon of each dessert. haha. but no worries, i still love my popcorn buddy.

okay. that's all for today. BYE!!

oh and i know the guy kell likes is called CUSMAR! :))))

i'm soooo bored at home!!!! woke up at 11.30 only to find mom and dad out. yay. they bought my favourite breakfast:DDD

went out with dad to buy his fishes at clementi. don't ask me why i followed. i guess i was just tooo bored at home. i didn't know my ezlink card was cashless. got a nasty glare from the bus driver. dad ticked him off because he felt that the bus driver shouldn't use that kind of stare at me. it was as though i was regarded a cheater. haha. thanks for standing up for me dude!! love ya loads! at the shop, dad bought fishes that looked like pigs.

ger: daddy, why did you buy to weird looking fishes

dad: because they look at me and you don't

ger: -.- am i not looking at you now?

dad: they don't throw tantrums and can smile at me all day

ger: wth. fishes don't even smile luh!

dad: can't you see, you mouth stretches so far it looks like a smile

ger: gosh. what nonsense. (till now, i son't see the smile on the fishes)

he also got some fishes for uncle chan. and when catching the fishes, i was suppose to fold the bucket from him but it kinda slipped cos i didn't want to touch the bucket. it looked dirty. sorry for being such a nehneh there. haha.

they are live prawns but they have to colour of cooked prawns. haha.

fishes!

the uncle has poor fish maintanenccee. tsk tsk tsk.

back home, mom asked if i wanted to go for a run with her. but i ended up playing bball. dad joined her at the track and came looking for me when they were done. woah. dad's not bad at shooting. haha. I AM THREE POINTER ONE LEH! (he shouts after shooting in the ball) that shoot was unexpected and dad showed off because he got lucky! HA!!

mom: girl!!!! did you enjoy this morning's breakfast????

ger: uhm yea.

mom: you know how early i got up to get it? see how much we love you!!

ger: *keeps quiet*

mom: so you know what to do?

ger: uh.. thank you?

mom: that's much better :)

i have such weird parents. but i love them all the same:DDDD

went for gp in the morning. watched akilah and the bee. it's not a bad show actually. mrs raj was asking us to find the underlying meanings in the movie and seriously, i think it's a meaningful movie. haha. then then, here's my story. I PONNED ALL MY LESSONS AFTER THAT!!! hahahahaha. i know i'm being a major ponstar but yea. just let me enjoy myself yea. the rest of the clique also didn't go for their lessons. damn funny luh. and i learnt how to fold a star and rose using a straw today!!!! yay!! haha. okay. i know it's not a big deal but i gave my hugest star to him. haha. yup. and i know the rose was not as easy to fold as i thought. thanks for all the effort put in. hee. appreciate it a real lot:DDDD

basketball court after school. monkey-ed around with weiquan, junwen, ben and huihan. and we saw them play matches with our ppl too. and and some of the guys wore their pants so lowm (eg. this guy called chunwee) we saw his undies. haha. omgggg!

ger: ehhhh. see that???? (to kell)

kell: *opens her eyes really big*

starts laughing like crazy

weiquan: ehhh. you all really damn what leh!!!

ger: hahahahaha. omg.

weiquan: eh!! chunwee!!! faster pull up your pants!!! see the girls so high already!

the rest of the guys: ehh. walau. why you go and say. now no more free show

chunwee: *adjusting his pants*

now who's the real perv. hahahaha.

kell's shooting skills are not bad!! hahahaha. girl. i know you're addicted to bball already! hee:DDD

went for dinner after that at the coffee shop opp college. the noodles wasn't that nice but i was sooo hungry and tired. so yea. didn't care much. haha. slept throughout the bus ride. so sorry i didn't say bye to you guys.

our shoes!!

during the match

much love!!

it's a tiring day for the yawning wq...

ogl camp:(

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!

fun part about this day is that you get to receive flowers, presents and chocolates!!!!! hahahaha. started the day off with mass dance and fun dance. atmophere wasn't as high as the one at orientation and potluck though. haha. then we gave out presents to everyone. and i gave my care bears to my babes!!!! haha. and and the wands to my dears :DDD hope they liked it. was a major ponstar today. didn't go for all my lessons. haha. during recess, weiquan dedicated a songs to us. super sweet luh!!! omg once a chromium always a chromium. haha. i think it's super funny yet all sweet at the same time. and, kell and i dedicated songs to one another. hah.a gosh. our messages had so many ''loves'' inside. we wnated to make marcus die reading it cos he was the deejay but someone took over him as soon as we got got to the dedication booth. not fun already. but still, we had loads of fun laughing at each other's messges :DDDD while waiting for marcus, learnt how to fold straw hearts from kell and huihan. yay!! i mastered the art of learning how to fold straw hearts. okay. i shall get more straws to fold tmr:)))

went to vivo after that. thanks for the present!!! YOU'RE THE BOMB!! haha. actually, thanks for everything!! enjoyed myself today:DDDDD love love!!!

just feel so safe and warm in your arms.

just look at huihan's face. haha.

LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!!

played bball today. super tiring. the guys had a match with aaron and the rest and another one withe four j2s. gosh. there was some tension going on there. somebody in the team abviously wasn;t putting in effort in trying to reach for the ball. ugh. whatever luh.

went to get vday prezzies with kell after that. gosh. the bus ride was neck aching cos i couldn't but my head anywhere so i just kept nodding and nodding. ahhh. after getting the stuff at spotlight, went to 77th street. they didn't have engravement services so we went to the shop at the second level. walau. the auntie cheat my feelings. the shop at the second level didn't offer engravement services luh. pfft. called wq because he was at west mall to check if there was engravement servicecs provided. fortunately there was. hah.a yay!! thanks babe. he accompanied me to get my flowers and then he had to rush off to meet his parents. had to go to the bus stop alone:( but somebody might be getting stuff for somebody tmr!! haha. an exciting hsow awaits:DDDDD hahahaha. i'm waiting for the ink on my cardboard to dry before proceeding. i just realised doing these kind of things are fun! its just so nice seeing piece after piece being completed. i feel happy. haha. okay. i think the ink has dried.

bye!

yes. i proudly declare that i am a PONSTAR!!! hahahaha. yup. but i must thank wq for ponning with me too. haha. what a dear:D THANKS!

slacked around in the canteen after school and then on to the sanc. played indian poker, bluff and heart attack. at one point of time i got damn high. haha. don't know why. started asking the rest to do stupid actions whenever they shouted HEART ATTACK!! but wth. they just got back to slapping hands -.-. and yes, i was laughed at again. kell was smiling and laughing like shit me: i know i never fail to make you smile!!! kell: omg. haha. *speechless* and she bursts out laughing again me: feeling ''-_-lll'' and laughing away anyway, spent some time with him after he had his meeting. haha. god. you don't know how many times my cheeks got pinched today. i think there are apples growing out already. actually no luh. haha. i was just exaggerating. yea. and he doesn't have sanc duty on thurs!!!! :DDDD

played bball with the guys after that. he couldn't play because he was afraid that the ball would get confiscated. pj has this rule that you are not allowed to do sports in the school uni. and the ball gets confiscated once you are caught doing so by the pe teacher. the guys were like telling him to play in his underwear. hahahaha. wth. and i thought that his pants would be confiscated if he was caught. (okay. i didn't know luh! haha) oh well. i didn't bring my shirt too. but then, kell got injured by jw in the eye and she scraped her knee. OUCH! girl, now you know how i feel when i had my delicious bao on! haha. nonetheless, please take good care of your injuries. and and, I CAN SHOOT!!! hahaha. yes yes!!! I CAN SHOOT!!! everytime the ball goes in, i feel damn happy. don't know why. i guess it's because i haven't been playing the game for a long long time!!! but as soon as the fun started, i had to leave because of piano lesson. pfffft.

i guess this place is worth remembering. i have so many memorable times spent there and they are ones that i will never forget. it's gonna be hard to say goodbye:(

monday!!!!school was a total bore today. other than the occasional laughs i had with kay and my classmates, it was just boo. and and the dumb messages kell sent to me during gp about her greenies. haha. i burst out laughing during gp tut. omg!! haha. thanks girl. that did lift my spirits up a little.

went to watch kungfu dunk today. thanks you my darlings for acc me to lot one to develop the photos. haha. the show was not bad. but yea. in the real world i don't think any of this would happen. the ice cream part was damn funny though. after the movie, my bladder was srsly gonna burst!! i couldn't take it so i remebered that the guys came up to the theatre through this white door and when ben and hh went to the toilet, i thought i saw them go through that door. i ran to the door and the rest told me that the toilet was a level below. OMGGGG!!!! -__-llllllllll. i totally malu-ed myself luh. i just stop stationary at the door for a while before going down the escalator with my face buried in my jacket. kell couldn't stop laughing at me. thanks girl. and then before that, when i was back in school to submit the developed photos for the class, i thought my ct's pigeon hole was the kind that required us to pull it open. i didn't take notice of the locks and walau. wq and julius couldn't stop laughing at me. gosh. malu moments today. but i did get back at wq by doing his dumb laughter. haha. but i was the one laughing at my own jokes-.- self entertainment you would say. but my stomach was on the verge of getting cramps!

ahhh. gosh. i dont want all the shit to get to me but it's seriously getting to me. all my feelings, my emotions. god! i hate it when it's time to say goodbye. i never liked parting scences. i hate it actually. meeting all these people in this college means the world to me. special ones have already made their way into my heart and yea. i know its cheesy and all but i really can't bear to just leave like that. what if we didn't meet get to meet and know each other? marcus, weiquan, huihan, junwen, ben, julius, nette, tam, kell. OMGGGGG!!!!! they are like my babes already. esp one. haha.

i didn't get to see you today:( except on the ramp. sad sad. i think my feelings for you are much deeper than i thought it would be. oh man. this is soooo not good. sometimes i feel like saying i miss you but i'm afraid i'll just grow more attached to you. and if i really go sa, parting would be a tough thing to do. yea. i hate what i'm feeling as much as i want to feel this way towards you. i think i've really fallen for you but i know this is not how things should turn out just because of the very fact that i don't want to break my mom's heart again. not wanting things to turn out this way, is ironically what i am enjoying now.

okay the cny photos.

wei quan's birthday card:DDD

she's the number one most hyper girl i've ever come across. whole day ''EEHHH!!! VERY BORING LEH!!!'' haha.

SHE'S my lurvveeeee!!!

CUTE!!! right right??

checking some hot stuff out:D

monkey face + shocked. hahahahaha.

OMGGGGG!

my babes!!

there's an unglam moment to every girl's life:D

love love!!

oops. do i look like one? hahahaha.

I LOVE KELLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYEEEE!!!!

just got back home from kell's house. woah. had a blast yest. went out with marcus in the morning to get wq's bithday present at vivo. and omg. this is damn out of point but i just had a bowl of noodles. my whole body is literally on fire. i'm burning internally. so anyway haha back to point. after getting the present, went to deck to wrap it up with the wrappers and tape we got from mini toons. haha. it's the ultimate gay present any one can receive on their birhtday. and and, we made a gimongous card for him!!!! it's so nice. gosh. i feel so proud of our masterpiece :DDDDD played a little at the little water pools. i didn't get all wet but somebody's pants were soaked. so we just sat there to let it dry before lunching. haha. food republic was sooo crowded. so we couldn't get a place to sit. packeted(is there such a word?) our food and went back to the deck to eat. haha. damn funny luh. i kept on changing my place because the walls behind me were damn hot. yea. slacked around and went to meet wq, huihan and ben at toa payoh. the meeting time was suppose to be 315. but everybody was late!! HA! as expected. thank god we took our time. haha

the steamboat at kell's house was damn fun!!!!! haha. huihan and marcus kept on stuffing weird things inside the fishballs and OH YA!! did you know that fishballs float once they were cooked???? haha. i didn't! and don't laugh. at least i have the spirit of learning. okay. i'm crapping shit but yea. huihan keeps dunping food into tammie's plate. haha. and wq was kind of like the butter man. ben found out that frying toufu was actually better than cooking them. marcus was my prawn peeler. hahahaha. i loved the mushrooms fried by tammie and kell. it's damn nice!! and i'm so sorry tammie. i kept on stealing your mushrooms. haha.

played basketball with a green small ball that doesn't even look like a basketball later on. had loads and loads of fun. volleyball with kell was daaa BOMB!! haha. we should sooo do this again:)))) went to the playground later on. played with sparklers for a while before going on to play blind mice.

went back to kell's house and uncle simon offered us drinks. haha. had some cola vodka, green tea whiskey and some more whiskey with coke. ooo. but the last was very diluted. love the greentea whiskey. damn nice!! haha. okay. but after that, became a little stoned. kell too!! haha. but i was still aware of my surroundings. srsly. the guys left shortly after that. so fast luh. but still, we had fun!! should sooo do this again :DDD

i'm lazy to load the photos. another time!!

second day of cny. went to visit my granduncle and then it was off to kell's house after that. as we grow older, we become more and more camwhorish. haha. is that such a word. ahh. whatever. so yea. played with shermaine and shannen. god they are the cutest cousins on earth luh. haha. so yea. and and we were suppose to take a family photo. but everybody damn not on one. so yea. didnt get to take it in the end:( helped kell chop chicken for tmr's steamboat!! i suck at itchen stuff. seriosuly. okay. i admit it luh. i didnt even dare to touch the chicken. haha. kell had to help me turn it over everytime i was done with one side. but but, i still conqured two slices!!!!! that's an achievement :))) yay. can't wait for tmr!!! hahahahaha. pictures up soon!!!

koped from kell's blog.

the first day of new year!!!! yup, the ang baos were rolling in. mom's angbao value to decreased luh!!! omg. but oh wells. at least i still got an angbao:)))) went to the temple in the morning to pay respects to my grandparents and then went back home to receive guests. aunt chenyi and family came but left shortly after due to other commitments. went with dad to turf city to get more food for dinner. oooo. i just love grocery shopping. haha. was kind of drained by the time i got home. when i saw my bed with it's changed sheet and all, couldn't resist not lying on it for a sec. haha. it was literally calling out to me luh. so yea. pigged till around 5 plus before more guests came. ate dinner twice. gosh. my stomach can explode.

was suppose to stayover at ox's hse tmr. gosh. but mom say no:(i miss the kap clan so much luh. have been mia-ing for damn long. and if it's not school, mom's always the reason why i can't go out with them. sigh. i haven't see them for a very very long time. i miss them like siao luh. and yea. sometimes i just can't help but feel left out. i miss crapping with them, hanging out with them. gosh. it's like for the hols of last year, every single day was spent with them. literally. miss them like shit luh. and the thing is my parents are so freaking strict that everytime i say i wanna go out with them, the reply will be NO. UGH! this is killing me man.

you're the first guy who made me feel the way i do now...

it was chinese new year celebrations today! gosh. my whole class pangseh me luh. called eunice this morning and she was still in bed-_-lll. called kay and she was on her way to st margs. so i joined bernette's class but we ended up sitting together with tammie's class. we called kell all the way from the other side of the hall to join us. and she even ''kindly requested'' that i go over to ''pick'' her up. haha. wth. anyway, the atm of cny celebrations wasn't as high as st margs or whatsoever, we enjoyed ourselves with the countless posters we've created for bernette and her bear. awwww!! yes yes. and then after sitting for to long, the four of us decided to go to the toilet. backstage, i went ''psssssttt!! psssstttt!!'' to her nette's bear and we waited at a corner while they had their bear talk. hahahahaha.

went out with him today. i enjoyed myself:D because we were on the phone tell about 4 plus that morning, i went to school half asleep. i almost walked into the toilet door that morning luh. so yea. i slept on the bus on the way to cine. haha. thanks for the shoulder:) watched 27 dresses. the beginning was quite monotonous. i saw your small eyes closing!! haha. the movie was damn sweet luh. omg. haha. the movie was hot but the temp of the theatre was cold. how contrasting. but yea. i know you tried to keep me warm. haha:D went to eat at pastamania later on. malu. no money. haha. and you end up treating me. oh my oh my. but thanks!!!! walked to taka to meet kell, huihan and junwen. we wanted to hide from them but the garderner spotted us. hahaha. ahem ahem. kell aka gardener:DDD then bused home. short time spent together today but nonetheless, i enjoyed myself.

back home, had reunion lunch with ah gong. it wasnt excatly a reunion luch basically due to the very fact that they started eating before everybody came.-_-lll. if i knew this was the case, i won't be back so early.

mom: why are you back so late.

ger: huh. late? isn't this a reunion lunch? ah yi and uncle simon are not here yet.

mom: the actual reunion is tonight.

ger: OMGGGGG(*thinks* then you make me rush back for what :(((( ) used the com to watch the first part of the 12th ep of bullfighting. kell was sleeping so soundly on my bed. got influenced to sleep and yea. slept till dinner time. felt so good. hahaha.

tmr i can collect ang bao!!!!!!!!

kell is the blurest ass on earth man!!! hahaha. i feel so smart today. because i broke a code!!!!! YAY!!! omg. this is the first time in my life i feel so nice!! :))))))))) kell, next time open your eyes wide before you send anything to me :DDDDD

LOVE LOVE!

2 feb 2008, saturday. (and today)

stayed over at kell's house yest. i was taking 5 mins nap every now and then just to conserve energy to stay up late but i just end up getting tired as i nap more. but anyhow, i was the one who slept later. haha. kell couldn't sleep because i was on the phone and laughing every 10 seconds according to her. she finally found some peace when she turned to the other side of the bed. haha.

our houses are like second home alr. went out to find dining tables because kell's mom was so afriad that her table will collapse. haha. so yea. one after another, we looked at different tables of shapes and sizes. kell and i just settled on nice couches everytime they went to a different shop.

went to eat at kovan while kell had her piano lesson. bought stuff for next sat. i got so excited when i was at the shop. haha. don't know why. then i realised that i forgot sth. ran back without knowing that i've passed the shop and for a minute i thought i was lost. hahaha. wth. then i called my aunt and she told me that the shop was just opposite where we were standing. -_-lll anyway, i got what i needed to get. yay!! haha.

met mom at raffles city later on to get new year clothes. couldn;t find much so we went to vivo. and finally!!! kell and i found our stuff!! haha. mom bought me a wallet and clothes from RI. haha. yay!!! i'm very contented now that i've bought my shoes too. but i feel like getting another pair. okay nvm. i shall be contented with what i have. gonna nap now. bye!

skipped all lessons except math lec and GP. gosh. i hope this does not become a habit. htht with nette, tam and kell. fun fun!! we should so do this again girls :D

PSP : i won a few races for weiquan in FIRST PLACE!!! and yes. he admitted i was not bad. HA!

stayed in school till around four plus before heading to ps with kell, marcus, jun wen and ben. nodding as usual in the bus. got even worse on the bus ride home. i didn't know there was a shoulder i could use. haha. we went there just to accompany junwen. he needed to get his tickets for ''kungfu dunk''. and walau. only two tickets luh. pffffft. dinner after that. kell, jun wen and marcus had an eating competition. i think marcus won. haha. kell just took her time. junwen was second. went home after that. had fun at the ezlink machine. having laughing fits all the way. all thanks to someone. haha.

i attended lessons today in snooze mode. damn funny luh. kay min and i wanted to pon bio tut. because it was right after flag raising, we had to walk around to stall for time first. then at the second level, we saw one of the bio teachers. our class was split into two for bio. so yea. we took out the timetable and pretended to not know where our class was. in fact, our class was just opposite where we were standing. just as she left, we wanted to run for the sanc but our bio teacher came -_-lll. had no choice but to attend lessons coz she saw us. went back to class. everybody occupied the second row. kay and i had to just sit in front. and omg. she resembles dolores umbridge from harry potter luh. that's why i'm so scared of her. eerybody laughed at us for our failed attempt to pon bio tut. thanks guys. chem lec was next. omg. stoned all the way. kay nodded all the way. haha. and she woke up with a jump. damn funny luh. ponned math tut. couldn't take it anymore. huihan stayed with me in then canteen till wei quan and kell came. kell and i came. bernette had to leave early:( we headed for the sanc later on. uno stacko and heart attack. haha. and omg. PSP!! haha. i got first okay!!! pasar malam with kell and marcus after that. haha. the chicken wing was damn nice!!! i'm buying it again tmr:D thanks for waiting with us!!

okay the pics.

girlfriends!!!

my babes. :))))

love this pic so much :)

ben, jules, bern, weiquan

HELLO!

with kell and huihan

bern, kell and wq

it really hurt leh!!

hey lexy sexy!!

with tammie:))))

we tried to pull ben into the water and his undies were wet too. hahahaha.

then, it was my turn.

with huihan, kell and wei quan

the fight of the reds. hahahaha.

hui han was all wet!!!

jules was next!!

with bernette:DDD

they were weiquan and huihan's shoes. we could literally fit another tennis ball inside. haha.

my face looks weird. but it was the nicest i had.

i had a fun fun day with them!!!!! really enjoyed myself. looking forward to the next outing:D love you guys to bits luh!

today. i ponned all my lessons except ct. hahaha. wth right. slept at the area behind the sanctuary. felt so good. then break all the way. i played wq's psp. damn noob luh. i'm always first from the last:( but but it's still a first!!! i don't care! suppose to go huihan's house after school coz he sprained his ankle during bball the day before. please see a doc man!!! went to marina. and after much deliberation, we settled for long john. i wanted yoshi, kell wanted bk. so the compromise was long john. haha. damn funny luh. wq, huihan and jules came after that. omg. we could send sms as noted via bluetooth!! i didn't know. thanks jules for that discovery. haha. so yea. we were playing with that all the way. headed home at around six after getting some stuff. kell and i slept all the way home. that girl had the window to lean against but i got nth:( kept on bumping into this guy's shoulder. so paiseh can. kell's staying over tonight!! haha. more fun awaits!! :))))))

yay yay!!!! i got my camera back. so i can blog about mon!!! hahahaha. it was suppose to be shopping for new year clothes but only kell and i bought stuff( shades and a dress) haha. but anyways, we are ultimate camwhores man!!! haha. i really enjoyed myself there. ben treated us to carl's jr. THANKS AH GONG!!! i'm expecting a huge angbao for new year:D we then decided to go to the deck to play but not before taking countless photos at the ''i don't really know what's that place called'' haha. it was just outside carl's jr. got wet but they couldn't wet my top because it was white!!! hahahaha. i'be gained the upper hand:D wq, hui han and ben got very very wet. so did jules!!! kell and i were the first to go in and then tammie and bernette went in too!!! junwen was the only one who didn't get wet. wth luh. went to bugis for dinner. ate kentucky. it's been so long since i ate it. so yea. haha. then we headed down to bugis street. bought shorts and hui han and ah gong bought truckers!!! it has a monkey face on it!! hahaha.

i'll put the pics out tmr. haha. lazy.

it's back to school now. haha. at least for the next 19 days i guess. gonna treasure my time there. i hate to leave though:( lessons were a just a mere passing of the long and tiresome days. but what i look forward to is the time i have after school. hahahaha. it's just so nice sitting by the table next to the field and let the wind blow into your face. the feeling is just OMG. yea. but anyway, watched huihan, junwen, ben and jules play bball. gosh. ben looks so concentrated and into the game. they are not bad luh. this was the first time kell and i actually got to watch them play. but yea. had to leave early. because of piano lesson. if not.... oh wells. tired tired day. but nonetheless, i enjoyed myself :D

pictures of monday's outing will be out real soon. as soon as i get my camera back!!

finally. i've made my decision. it's a relief yet i still feel like i'm weighed down by something. it's nothing like a burden, just that i feel like i can't let go of something.

just can't do it.