Thursday, February 07, 2008

koped from kell's blog.

the first day of new year!!!! yup, the ang baos were rolling in. mom's angbao value to decreased luh!!! omg. but oh wells. at least i still got an angbao:)))) went to the temple in the morning to pay respects to my grandparents and then went back home to receive guests. aunt chenyi and family came but left shortly after due to other commitments. went with dad to turf city to get more food for dinner. oooo. i just love grocery shopping. haha. was kind of drained by the time i got home. when i saw my bed with it's changed sheet and all, couldn't resist not lying on it for a sec. haha. it was literally calling out to me luh. so yea. pigged till around 5 plus before more guests came. ate dinner twice. gosh. my stomach can explode.

was suppose to stayover at ox's hse tmr. gosh. but mom say no:(i miss the kap clan so much luh. have been mia-ing for damn long. and if it's not school, mom's always the reason why i can't go out with them. sigh. i haven't see them for a very very long time. i miss them like siao luh. and yea. sometimes i just can't help but feel left out. i miss crapping with them, hanging out with them. gosh. it's like for the hols of last year, every single day was spent with them. literally. miss them like shit luh. and the thing is my parents are so freaking strict that everytime i say i wanna go out with them, the reply will be NO. UGH! this is killing me man.
you're the first guy who made me feel the way i do now...