i've got HIVES!!! any idea what that is??? argh!!! its itchy but i cannot scratch. its gross but i cannot say yuck. ugh!!!! going to bed kinda makes it better but after that, like 5 mis later, they start popping out again!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont like it!!! =(. please...go away faster!!! there's band auditions this sat. i hope i can make it. mr tan doesnt like me n he can kick me out any time.haix... joel said ''missing me is a torture''. maybe its time things take aturn for the better. after all, i dont think it can last that long.

evelasting love...what does it really mean??