" 'What' and 'if' two words as non-threatening
as words come.

But put them together side-by-side and they
have the power to haunt you for the
rest of your life: ‘What if?'..."

I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was love, true love, then
it's never too late. If it was true
then, why wouldn't it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart...

I don't know what a love like that
feels like... a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for. But I'd like to believe if I
ever felt it, I'd have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it, Claire. And if
you didn't, I hope one day that you
will."

Letters to Juliet, written by Sophie, to Claire.

This letter when read out loud to in the movie made me tear like crazy. Its not just the powerful words that moved the many that was inside the cinema, but much more, its meaning.

I believe that I have met the right guy, to spend the rest of my life with, to drive down the roads of Orchard, listening to Big Shit or Fight For This Love. Don't laugh. Because we never got to travel out of the country despite the long holidays after my A Levels. So Sentosa, town, his place, his bed, Lot One, Causeway Point, West Coast Park are our little mini getaways. But, the big holiday is coming! I like to believe so. The US of A! Factory Outlets, sight-seeing... Yea, i want that.

Just a moment ago, we went to the airport to pick my dad up. I made a mistake. I was not attentive enough. I did not know the severity of my mistake until he told me so. For what's worth, I get what i give. And I would willingly take whatever that is thrown my way. Because I love him.

A love that I decided to fight back for, we have come a long way... the both of us. You changed. Me too. Our love grew. I don't want to throw all of this away and look back 50 years in regret. I don't think I would have the time to scour a whole Sienna for the same Jo. And if I ever found you again, I don't want to look at your grave, neither would I want to look at you have another happy family of your own. I want that for myself.

Just by the way you kissed me on the cheek and my neck, I know what I have lost. But as long as I get to snuggle next to you, hold your hand, feel your rough palms, just to be with you... I am contented.

Just so you know.

Ger

what did i do today?

i... reached jo's place at 8 with chui kueh and tao hui, snoozed with him till eleven ish before dragging his ass out of the bed and then on to eat prawn noodles for lunch together with his sis.

then, we bused to town (luckily) because someone always wishes for the "blue bus" to come, so saved on cab fare. yup. spent a lot on cab this week. literally my one week's allowance. but anyways,

watched ip man (GOOD MOVIE) and knight and day (BOOO), and.... cabbed back to his place for soccer. haha. so now, im heading for supper because i havent had anything the whole day.

night!!

last last friday was so called clubbing for my birthday with jo and his friends and ruiwei, ben and jules and their other friends. haha.

oh before that, i had dinner at swissotel with mummy, daddy, bry and jo(: and the day i got my citi!!!hahaha. so you can expect more clubbing from now on!

this flower lost one petal after i left the club:(

that night, citibank called daddy and i but we missed both the calls so jo and i cabbed back down to paragon to collect my card and when i came back, the management sang me a birthday song. haha. mummy planned it! haha. sweetness(:

dancing the night away without puking or feeling nauseous is my rule no. at the club(:

Booya!haha omg i'm 19th! one year older means one year wiser! BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! haha.

spent the 19th june at Cafe Del Mar with Jo and Krystal chilling and wasting the day away with awesome food and drinks. Let's see, a mix basket of fries, wings, fish and nuggets, a HUGE jug of long island and a mango tango. OMGGGGG! spells - P.A.RA.D.I.S.E!(:

dipped in the pool there too, many many tosses and dunks into the water by Mr. Ng Joel!

the rain came, pang came too! haha. with a grey goose as my birthday present. omg. premium alcohol. but i'm alcohol free now, so i'll just leave it to open on special occasions(:

the night came and ryan, zining, qing and hp came. more food ordered followed by a visit to Azzura and the Wavehouse. when i came back, it was "happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to geraldine, happy birthday to you!"(:

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had dinner the next day with jackie, qing, pang and jo, at hard rock's(:

the food was good and filling. dear was complaining all the way as we walked to ion that his so full, he's tired and needed a chair to sit down. haha poor thing. he was perspiring despite the air conditioned mall. everyone departed for home at ten-ish because of school and ns. so i headed back with jo for some "she's out of my league" which we didn't watch. ended up talking about our old secondary school days. really miss them a lot. still, this is my best birthday ever(: thank you dearies for all this(:

 

alien! haha.

big arms...

 

they made me stand on the freaking speaker and blow the candle with a cherry in my mouth-.-

love ya'll!!

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every birthday is a passing of just one more day to some. but i always want it to be very special for me and these people made it extra special(: