woohoo the a level results are out! last friday. my results were very borderline. it was an improvement from prelims but obviously not enough.

i'm gonna have a second shot at the exams. not the a levels. duh. that would totally cause all my hair to turn white. so yea.

gonna mug hard for this and create a second chance for myself to get what i really want.

i dont wanna disappoint mum and dad again.

i wanna get into that place and leave all this shit that i have created behind.

a new beginning awaits. i know it.

because i want it.