it was yest. we played our hearts out. we tot it was just a matter of time the award was given to us. it was a sunrise and not a sunset. it was pouring out hearts and voices. we were soaring. we were moving. we did our best. n we didnt get what we really wanted. we felt it was moing. pple felt it was moving. but it just didnt move the 7 fat pple. if we were the first few bands to perform, it was definitely possible. IJ got what we wanted. n some might be gloating away. but are some genuinely sorry for us. i cried, when the results were announced. everybody did. we wanted it so badly. even vivianna told phyll to put her bag down, just in case we jumped in excitedment. n then, it came. we froze. time just came to a standstill. and we were just glued to our chairs allowing the painful truth to sink in. i know im emoing. but i really feel lile crying now. it was just so hard for the truth to sink in. my section went to hear the results. yea. we hoped for the word to come to our ears first hang - GOLD. n guess what? yea. st margs sec sch, band no.118 SILVER! thanks man. like i really appreaciated the if the brother(st andrews) didnt get it, sister(st margs) sure get. i was really hoping n praying it might even be a gold with honours. it was a Grade 5 piece. to think we even got silver. ugh. what the hell is the judges fucking problem??? MOE actually spent like a 6 digit figure on the 7 of them n they have to save on awarding more bands with the branding the actually deserve??? ugh! what kind of thinking is this? damn shit luh! and mr tan even came today to make sure we were all right. we are like one big family. he said'' i am proud of you all and you are the band closest to my heart'' it really touched me. i told myself not to cry and tears just automatically came flowing out. everybody cried even more. im on the verge of tears now. to just think what the band gone through, and what we got as a result, its really injustice. i mean. yea. maybe many other bands also feel the same way, but we are a GOLD band ya noe? its a huge blow to many. to my darling sec 3s, dont feel bad, i know you guys tried your best. our section played well!! and we will be the best section ever!!! i'll love you guys always!! =)