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stop trying so hard

You know how things get screwed and the world seems to crash around you when the problem you face is just a minor thing?

Okay, heck it if this doesn't apply to you. But it does for me. Every bit of it. I can't seem to take stress properly. Not that I break down and cry, or scream hysterically. Ugh. I just feel like a balloon which may burst at any apparent time.

Wanna know the problem? My parcel to Jo and Krystal is stuck in New York for almost two weeks and its taking forever to reach them when I sent them on priority mail.

Minor? Yea maybe.

I am on a time bomb now. I may just snap at any other being who tries to ask me "Wassup!"

I feel like suing Royal Mail for telling me that my so called priority mail which I paid so much more for is traceable when its not possible to do that in US. F***.

I am ranting on and on now because I can't seem to do anything about it. And it doesn't help that the phone lines in UK close at 6pm. These people are really bums man. Shopping malls close at 8pm here. That's just pure laziness man. Who is able to shop at night when the working knocks off at 5pm.

I swear I can just pull the trigger at someone now. Just give me the gun.

Ugh.

Pissed.

Stressed.

Just me.

Go away. 

love me, that's all I ask of you.

My holiday is almost over!! The gym has opened. That, I'm thankful for(:

My mind is in a whirl...

About so many things...I have started to think about and, yea, I don't know where I should start with.

I am so overwhelmed with so many different kinds of emotions.

Everything is in a mess, my mind.

I just can't wait for school to start.

Maybe that will settle the constant whirl of whatever-ness if that's what you wanna call it, in my head.

2-0-1-1

2011!!

Its a whole new year!!!!

Life's pretty monotonous these days because of the deserted town I'm living in now. Yes, many have packed and left for home and I am stuck here with the most horrendous person anyone can live with.

All hail the Great-Disgusting-Unkempt-Skinny-Beanpole-Ugly-Barbaric-CHINA man.

He pees everywhere except the toilet bowl, has no consideration for the amount of water and electricity he uses, which means he leaves the switches on, and the taps running. He leaves a mess in the kitchen, he eats his leftovers (yuck, the have mould in them i swear), he IS A TOTALLY FUCKING BITCH. UGH. It seems like, he has spent his whole life living in a well and has problems coping with metropolitan cities, much less, learning how to lock a door (yea, did i mention, he needs to open and close his door twice before leaving the room-.-, like there's anything valuable in his room).

Okay living all my vents aside, my ASOS parcel arrived and the postman left :( so my shoes would have to come a tuesday. AND i am down with a freaking cold. What a way to welcome the new year huh.

Anyways, retail therapies, hmm. I no longer think its the thing you do that makes you all happy and fuzzy inside. I got my new clothes, and watched Gulliver's Travels alone. New stuff that I have never did. I don't feel exceptionally happy doing all of these, although I wouldn't mind catching a movie alone again. It's kinda nice. But the clothes... No longer much of a therapy to me anymore. Don't ask me why. I don't know why.

Okay. Blank.

And the time for resolutions is here...

1) get my scholarship

well, that's all I have for now.

I don't have any reasons not the hate my life right now. I have a beautiful relationship with the most beautiful person on earth, I have a loving family, I am going to have the most awesomemest vacation in the summer, I have besties I can count on. Hmm, what's not to hate. I just need that scholarship to lighten my Old Beans load(:

Alrighty tighty, time to get my laundry. You guys have a good one year? (:

Happy New Year

xoxo,

Geri

SF airport, I can't wait...

Jo's over in US now. He arrived just two days ago. Talking to him and krystal through skype was so much fun. Seems like he's the only foreigner now. Lol.

Because of his la(s) and lor(s). haha. Talk about who has to lose them huh, babycakes?? :D

I keep dreaming and day-dreaming of the SF airport. OMG. I wanna go there so bad. July 2011. Come quick!

Anyways, lectures lectures lectures.

LECTURE DAY todayyyyyyyyyyy.

Omgosh I'm going bonkers!!!!!! Had too much grapes. So I feel darn full now. And light-headed for some reason.

Gonna start reading now notes now!

Toodles!

KELL, DRIVING TEST, YOU WILL PASS WITH FLYING DOLPHINS!! LOVE YA!!!♥

so that was a post on what happened so far in the month of November.

Its more than two months that I have been here. And that also means its more than two months that Jo and I have been apart. The irritation that you get when you see other couples on the street, kissing and holding hands. Its indescribable.

It just makes me miss him more than I already am.

I look so forward to the month of July....

We quarrel when we are together, we quarrel when we are apart.

We have got to the extent of going separate ways. But I wanna keep this going.

I really do.

You should always bear this in mind, dear, that I will love you no matter where I go,

forever and always.

Just like it says in our rings and hearts.

 ♥

Missing you badly.

ger

It's nearly the end of November!! My assignments are completed, which spells the time for shopping !!!!!!! Capes, brogues, sheepskins, leggings, tights, knitwear, beanies, mittens -  time for cover up! because it's snowing!! The cold is much of a contradiction now. Because it's so beautifully cold! Once you enter Leazes Park, you just wanna jump in the snow and create snow angels! It's like a white paradise there. Everyone just exclaims, "WOW!!" I mean at least where my friends are concerned.

The last weeks saw me frequenting the library more than often to complete assignments. Its more conducive than my small room I must say. I have never loved going to the library so much. Of course, I wouldn't deny, the company of my classmates made everything more fun and entertaining. The highlight of yesterday was the most epic though.

I was asking Stas and Alan, if wool capes were better than sheepskin jackets.

and Alan went, "I think I prefer the sheepskin jacket because of the style and blah blah but the Woof would be better."

Stas and Tanay just stared at him.

And he just continued, "yea, you think Woof (Wool) is better???"

I just couldn't stop laughing. Its sooooooooo funny!!

Anyhow,

I had a wonderful dinner at this Indian restaurant where Tanay celebrated his 18th.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The class had a hotpot gathering at my place because my kitchen is so much bigger than all of theirs (: and a drinking session followed. Many got drunk. Some even cried. Homesickness, sadness, happiness. We basically had a mix of everything.

And Bonfire Night. The fireworks were beautiful but the ones I saw in Disneyland, USA remains unbeatable.

My cooking has improved a lottttttttttttttt. Its a whole lot better than just being able to cook instant noodles and fry a pathetic egg.

Complaints about my room mates : No. 1 shit china man who lives opposite me is the dirtiest guy i have ever met. Skinny, scrawny, no looks, no nothing, I just can't find the most disgusting of words to describe him. I guess he is the epitome of disgusting. Yup. The pots and plates are never clean. And we got a warning letter because HE choked up the sink. How cool is that huh. The next time it happens again, we will be fined a 100 pounds and damn I am not going to pay!

Okay anyways, I skyped with CJ today!!!!! AHHH HAPPY MUCH(: he can't stand the way I talk now, that's for sure. He made me speak chinese just to feel that the me he knew before I left for UK was not gone. But yea, CJ, I'm still here (:

I also visited Hadrian's Wall with Auntie Yvonne, Uncle John and Uncle Andrew. Had a yummilicous lunch at The Old Fort.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 you could literally walk on the wall :D

 and sit on the wall(:

 

 

 

 we finished the day with some nice tea at a strawberry farm(:

Okay so pictures from the Hotpot!

 

 

  

stas

 

  

at the start of the hotpot....

 

 

 

 

  

  

paula and sean♥

 

candice and liu ♥

twee and mariya

 

paula and me!!

 

 

   

alan got drunk

 

drunk shot 2

 given, alan, sean, anar, stas

 

sean was trying to lap dance on paula

 

singing to uh... i forgot the song. haha.

 

anar and alan

CRAZY NIGHT SPENT WITH CRAZY PEOPLE.

so there you have it! my month of crazy assignments and happenings(: