woah! haha. damn long since i've posted an entry =) haha. EXAMS!! ugh!! im going nuts man. wanna sleep now but the stupid ipod charge so slow. ahhh!!! cant wait for it to be over!!! then go hols and go out!!! haha. yes! then i'll start mugging for prelims n the 'o's. till then. i wanna SLEEP!!! haha

it was yest. we played our hearts out. we tot it was just a matter of time the award was given to us. it was a sunrise and not a sunset. it was pouring out hearts and voices. we were soaring. we were moving. we did our best. n we didnt get what we really wanted. we felt it was moing. pple felt it was moving. but it just didnt move the 7 fat pple. if we were the first few bands to perform, it was definitely possible. IJ got what we wanted. n some might be gloating away. but are some genuinely sorry for us. i cried, when the results were announced. everybody did. we wanted it so badly. even vivianna told phyll to put her bag down, just in case we jumped in excitedment. n then, it came. we froze. time just came to a standstill. and we were just glued to our chairs allowing the painful truth to sink in. i know im emoing. but i really feel lile crying now. it was just so hard for the truth to sink in. my section went to hear the results. yea. we hoped for the word to come to our ears first hang - GOLD. n guess what? yea. st margs sec sch, band no.118 SILVER! thanks man. like i really appreaciated the if the brother(st andrews) didnt get it, sister(st margs) sure get. i was really hoping n praying it might even be a gold with honours. it was a Grade 5 piece. to think we even got silver. ugh. what the hell is the judges fucking problem??? MOE actually spent like a 6 digit figure on the 7 of them n they have to save on awarding more bands with the branding the actually deserve??? ugh! what kind of thinking is this? damn shit luh! and mr tan even came today to make sure we were all right. we are like one big family. he said'' i am proud of you all and you are the band closest to my heart'' it really touched me. i told myself not to cry and tears just automatically came flowing out. everybody cried even more. im on the verge of tears now. to just think what the band gone through, and what we got as a result, its really injustice. i mean. yea. maybe many other bands also feel the same way, but we are a GOLD band ya noe? its a huge blow to many. to my darling sec 3s, dont feel bad, i know you guys tried your best. our section played well!! and we will be the best section ever!!! i'll love you guys always!! =)

phyll cried. first time i saw her cry. mr tan seriously dont care about the section luh. we learn everything ourselves can? ugh. i almost cried. haha. but it didnt coem out. phew =) but can tell phyll damn pissed luh. didnt see her so pissed before. oh wells. hu ask CZ cannot play her part. ugh. create so much trouble. n mrs tan, our principal, gave us the day of on mon for the hard work we put in playing the piece. haha. looks like she isnt so bad after all =) anyways, she n mr tan not related hor. haha. my dearest woman, going for SYF too =) GOOD LUCK!! haha. mwah. get Gold with honours too!!!

ok. damn long never blog already. haha. freaking tired now. can doze off anytime. my exam is on the 27th!!! ugh!! stress!! haha. went out with ter today. i was really tired coz we walked from city hall to marina, n back. haha. ate fish n co. ummm. very long never eat there already. so yea. haha. acting really spastic there. n ter cut her hair. haha. today got spot check! haha. she kana. then met bert n the rest at st andrew's cathedral. chang went home with shalini n ter missed her!! haha. coz we walked a little to slow. she's sad. but she'll get over it. haha. on the bus, saw jannah n dashini. yuck man!! can u imagine the two of them together. haha. ewwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) oops. they are suppose to be my ''besties'' haha. oh wells! haha. n when ter n i were on the bus, xi jin n vanessa quek was there too!! shit. hope they won't think of something they are not suppose to be thinking off. get this into ur head man!! im STRAIGHT!! haha. yea. but was fun luh. n ter is my gurlfren!! haha.